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[Open] Come and Walk With Me
WHO: Galadriel and Solas, Merrill, and Fingon respectively.
WHAT: Two different trips outside Kirkwall to discuss a variety of totally unimportant things.
WHEN: Currentish.
WHERE: Various.
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WHAT: Two different trips outside Kirkwall to discuss a variety of totally unimportant things.
WHEN: Currentish.
WHERE: Various.
NOTES: None
For Merrill:
She had put off this conversation for some time, had dreaded it and evaded as was her gift. Merrill had trusted her and waited in silence and, for all her bright patience, Galadriel had offered her so little. It was a regret, sharp and bitter in the back of her throat and she disliked it.
When Merrill asked for her accompaniment, to travel alongside her outside the city, to the mountains, and Galadriel had agreed without question. Perhaps, she wondered, freedom from the oppressive nature of Kirkwall, of the walls and bars of men, would help her speak more readily. Perhaps, if Merrill's errand was not so terrible, they could speak and be at peace.
For Solas:
Her sleep comes easier now, freed from the longing and the worry that had long consumed her. She sleeps steadily and without fear, falling into it as though she were born to it, as though it had not been thrust upon her.
Her dreams, once haunted by the unfurling tapestry of her long years, mired and marred by memories of time immemorial, have calmed at last. There is a reprieve as the sounds of birds and the gentle flow of a glittering stream beckon her deep into the dreaming. Before long she finds herself standing in her garden, before her mirror, and the rustling of the mellyrn above her is a whispering welcome.
For Fingon/Open:
It has been some time since last Galadriel trained, at least by the reckoning of men. That she had done more than lift a staff twice in a year was a fairly short span by her reckoning, but still not terribly impressive. She travels to the training yard before dawn, early enough that the chill of night is on the air and it is cold, despite the spring having long broken over Kirkwall.
The yard is empty, as it should be at this hour, and she takes to stretching, staff in hand, as she warms up. She is slow, still, the weapon is too heavy, and the motions are old memories, but she knows them well enough. This was a sport, once, and she had desperately loved the game of it, the contest. It is more useful as a skill, here, and relearning is worth the effort.
Alt Fingon/Open:
She has always been fond of horses. They are graceful, if panicky things, and it would behoove her to remember riding again. She does it so infrequently here that she is not entirely certain the temperament of Thedas's horses. The rarer mounts elude her even more.
She visits the stables mid-morning, clad in plain brown pants and a plain shirt, tailored finely and of fine weave but without adornment. She has forgone her cloak, of late, but wears it today. The grey fabric falls back over her shoulders, tucked out of the way but ready to block cool breezes should she actually befriend a beast and take it out to ride.
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"It's nice to be out of Kirkwall," Merrill sighs happily, watching the little dog chase a squirrel part of the way up a tree. "Especially now that it's not winter anymore."
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The squirrel up the tree is less amused and shouts back at Barkley with equal and opposed enthusiasm.
"I have always loved spring," Galadriel tells her. "And I have missed plants and green growing things while we have lived in that mannish place."
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morselsanimals."The vhenadahl is beautiful, of course, but-" not so much in winter, "-it isn't the same."
She glances up at the mountain rising before them, and her smile twitches a bit. "Though some parts of Sundermount aren't as green either."
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"But I am glad we are here, all the same," Galadriel reminds her. "Do we travel to a barren place on the mountainside?"
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"The resting places of my people, clan and otherwise," she says at last. "This is where my clan was camped when they had me leave, and where they stayed. Where they died." She gestures toward the mountain. "Further up, there are graves. The remnants of a great battle between the elves and Tevinter."
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"Do your people have any honors for the dead, gifts that should be given or words that should be spoken?" she asks, after a time. She would show them their respect, if she can, else a song will serve.
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Throwing a few seeds into the earth would have taken less time than the great stones, but if the mountain wouldn't take them, it would have been less effective. Besides, that was from the time when the elves were immortal.
"I came back, after. Tended to their bodies. Apologized. Sang to them. There are newer trees where the camp was, now." Ones that she had planted, ones that had taken hold in the lower elevation and flourished, fed by the dead. "Death is part of life for us, now. But..."
Not like that. Not the way it had happened.
"Well. Sometimes the dead in the ancient graves walk. I like to make sure they're not coming down this far, and that my clan isn't joining them."
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unusual, but they are not in Arda and in Thedas death, like all things, behaves differently than she is accustomed to. If the ancient elves, those who were slain when they still wore long life as a mantle, walked from their graves with regularity...that was worth seeing to. If only to put them back to their rest and free them from the bonds of post-mortem corruption.
"A wise decision to check," Galadriel says after a time and, up ahead, Barkley chases some birds from the brush.
"And an unfortunate reality that you must." This is a personal trip for Merrill, meaningful to her in a way that Galadriel has some understanding of, however shallow it might be. She knows that Merrill was alone, that she was cast out and that her family, her clan had passed from the world. To see them is personal and that demands both respect and open hgonesty in return. Galadriel gives both freely for her daughter.
"Did I ever speak to you of my daughter?" She asks, as they walk, and the pain is not so near that it sounds anything but conversational, if somewhat somber.
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"No," she responds in turn, a definite note of curiosity in her voice. She understands if it had been painful to speak of, but she will always want to know about Galadriel's life before Thedas. "Not anything definite, at least; only that you had children and a husband."
Granted, if rumors - more like what she had seen on the island - were true, had was very much in the past tense. Merrill doesn't mind. Why should Galadriel not find a new life while she's here?
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Sometimes he greets her as she sleeps, and those nights rank highly in his mind, warming his heart and soothing the aches of centuries-old pain.
Walking out into the image in front of him, Solas steps along and waits, pausing, looking at her, before he moves closer. There's never a need to fear sneaking up on her - Galadriel always seems to know when he is close - and he comes to stand at her side, reaching to take her hand and leave a kiss on the knuckle; a familiar greeting now.
"Ma vhenan."
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"My love," she greets and is uncertain what language she speaks here, but he should know them all with equal familiarity by now.
"Have you come to walk with me, to wander the Fade, or to enjoy the peace of my garden?"
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She speaks and they echo, soft against the curve of his spine and the warmth of his skin.
Words are meaningless, he thinks, when he feels her so deeply in his heart.
"Why can it not be both? We have a great deal of time here." His smile is soft, gentle, accepting the touch of her hand. "I will do what pleases you best."
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"Come and look," she urges him and steps back toward the basin. It is not real, in the back of her mind she knows that. Solas has never seen her preform this spell while waking, he has never encountered the beaten basin she commissioned in these lands or viewed with far-sight the things it would show. In dreams, it is as effective as it ever was in Arda but, in dreams, it shows only what they know already.
"In its surface you can see many things, whatever it is you wish to, or whatever it wishes to show you."
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She is that strength, as false as she might prove to be in the end, a creation of his own madness.
It's easy to step to the basin all the same, to lean over and look, to imagine that he might see. In the Fade this is no more than a memory, an echo, but still they might share something. They might see something together that the world beyond the Veil couldn't ever hope to touch.
"And what do you think it might wish to show me today, my love?"
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The mountains it shows are in Thedas, the frostbacks, and while the scene has covered over in snow, and snow gently falls from the grey sky, the location is no mystery. It is Haven. The treeline is torn and ragged, the terrain is uneven with rocks and debris, the mountainside has a few great holes punched into it and a wide hollow trench carved along the length of it.
Galadriel stands on a hill looking out at it, speaking with a Qunari woman in Inquisition gear. What they say is lost, largely, to the sound of winter wind whipping through the bare mountain pass. It is a lonely place and some of that cold creeps its way into the world around them for that place and this place are not so different--memories and dreams are more alike than not, after all.
"When first I arrived, I thought I had taken a blow to the head. This world was so strange and that place so desolate."
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He watches the memory unfold and recognises it almost immediately. He was at Haven himself after all, a witness to all that happened there. Perhaps he did not take note of Galadriel then, but... He notes her now, affection sure and set in his eyes.
“The mountains were cruel indeed,” Solas admits, looking down at the memory. “It is good that we were able to move as necessary. It would have been too dangerous otherwise - not with how Corypheus had been acting for so long.”
A sigh as he shakes his head.
“I hope you are happier now.”
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It is true, though they arrived after the landslide, they were attacked by demons and set upon in the snow, it was not a terrible time that preceded the march to Skyhold. It was not grueling or terrible...merely strange and Thedas was a new land, remains a new land still. She looks at him but, as she does, the mirror before them shifts.
She had been told, upon scanning the mountains and the damage there, that a demon had led a charge, an army, and the destruction was that creature's fault. She had pictured an ancient evil then, one that does not walk in Thedas, but while she was wrong the memory has no trouble conjuring that image for them. Another snowy mountainside, another sieged city, and a great beast of flame, of fury, and of shadow moves through the smoke and snow.
She smiles at Solas and that image fades, choked by smoke until the mirror is turned dark. The sun through the trees is setting and the dappled golden light is red and orange and shifting.
"Thedas was new. I have learned to enjoy what it has given me. So, yes, I have found happiness in you, my love, and in the people I have come to know."
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He has been awake for as much time as she has been in Thedas - perhaps a handful of years longer, if that - but he understands the nature of this world. It is a physical manifestation of his own hubris, a glaring slap in the face to all that he had hoped to accomplish. Finding his own happiness had been difficult for him; is it so strange for him to imagine that it might be equally as trying for someone else?
Ignoring the image is easy enough. It does not do to dwell on things that shall not come to pass here; that is a being from her world, foreign and distant to him. Here the demons are of the Fade, of Corypheus' ilk, and he knows that is something he cannot lose sight of. He cannot glance away from what is taking place here.
Slow, careful eyes turn back to the woman at his side.
"I am glad for that," he admits, voice soft. "I would not have you unhappy for a single moment."
Practice Yards
In more ways than one, actually.
He knows from the report of others and their own fleeting contact what his cousin has become- grave and stately, and far older than he. But for a moment the sight of her on the practice grounds calls to mind Artanis, brilliant and ever restless as she was when young.
It's hard not to look around, hoping to find Irisse or Aikanaro or Ingoldo nearby- but he controls the instinct and calls out instead.
"Cousin! Am I interrupting?"
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She stumbles through a step and swing and her head whips around to look at him. There is a moment of dissonance where she is in that same place, that old familiar home, but she recovers quickly, a smile spreading to cover how out of breath she is already. She is terribly out of practice.
"Not at all," she answers after a beat and stands, the staff at her side as much for balance as practice. "Did you mean to use the field?"
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There is tragedy and horror and and more about this place- this whole city, even. But sometimes Fingon just have to stop and consider the effort it must have taken to design and build a place so eye-scorchingly ugly.
"But the first to arrive has first claim, of course. Unless you have another staff about? It's been longer than it ought to have been since I worked with either staff or spear."
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"I will find another," she replies. "Though I expect I am further out of practice than you are, cousin."
There are training weapons available, more than in Skyhold, and there are a few staves. She plucks another from the overhang where the field is sheltered by the walls of the Gallows. There are blunted blades there, axes, shields, but she has never had a deft hand at those and they both know Fingon will best her in moments if she picks them.
He may best her in this, truth be told, but she had been very, very good in her distant youth before she had acquired the skill and power to render such things moot.
"Though it might be wise to train staff against sword, once we have warmed up. There are few in these lands who prefer staves and pikes to swords and knives." She looks back as she speaks, testing the staff she has retrieved by tossing it hand to hand. "That is, if you would humor me?"
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"Will that matter, once your hands remember their old skill?" And hers have never been slow, at that. Fingon may have the advantage now, but he has a strong suspicion just how long it will last.
Experimentally, he twirls the staff between his hands. It brings back memories- not just of the young Artanis, but of their aunts and grandmother and the staff-dances the Vanyar had favored since they put aside the spears of the Great Journey.
"I had noticed- an odd thing, is it not? To see such a simple weapon so neglected?" But he nods at her request. "Of course I would. And it might do me some good as well."
And then he bows, and settles into a fighter's stance.
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She was bolder then and some of that boldness returns, she moves first, stepping in and striking forward, a sharp thrust of the staff with both hands. She warmed up, she stretched, but she is not so comfortable that she is unaware that his strength will trump hers if they are in direct contest.
"Did you enjoy the histories I gave you. The records translated to the tengwar and the old speech?"
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Fingon grins at the daring opening, and moves to parry and step inward.
"And it was thorough. Old Rumil could not have done better. You must have had taken some time over the work."
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"Once I learned to read this language it became a pastime of mine." He blocks the second, the wide arc of her staff, but the quick shift of the lower half, swinging up from the floor, she expects will surprise him.
"I offered to teach them the tongue that accompanied the letters," she says in Quenya and, for all her years speaking Sindarin, her accent has come to reflect it. "Or the letters themselves, but few were interested."