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Galadriel ([personal profile] laurenande) wrote in [community profile] faderift2019-04-29 10:07 pm

[Open] Come and Walk With Me

WHO: Galadriel and Solas, Merrill, and Fingon respectively.
WHAT: Two different trips outside Kirkwall to discuss a variety of totally unimportant things.
WHEN: Currentish.
WHERE: Various.
NOTES: None




For Merrill:

She had put off this conversation for some time, had dreaded it and evaded as was her gift. Merrill had trusted her and waited in silence and, for all her bright patience, Galadriel had offered her so little. It was a regret, sharp and bitter in the back of her throat and she disliked it.

When Merrill asked for her accompaniment, to travel alongside her outside the city, to the mountains, and Galadriel had agreed without question. Perhaps, she wondered, freedom from the oppressive nature of Kirkwall, of the walls and bars of men, would help her speak more readily. Perhaps, if Merrill's errand was not so terrible, they could speak and be at peace.


For Solas:

Her sleep comes easier now, freed from the longing and the worry that had long consumed her. She sleeps steadily and without fear, falling into it as though she were born to it, as though it had not been thrust upon her.

Her dreams, once haunted by the unfurling tapestry of her long years, mired and marred by memories of time immemorial, have calmed at last. There is a reprieve as the sounds of birds and the gentle flow of a glittering stream beckon her deep into the dreaming. Before long she finds herself standing in her garden, before her mirror, and the rustling of the mellyrn above her is a whispering welcome.

For Fingon/Open:

It has been some time since last Galadriel trained, at least by the reckoning of men. That she had done more than lift a staff twice in a year was a fairly short span by her reckoning, but still not terribly impressive. She travels to the training yard before dawn, early enough that the chill of night is on the air and it is cold, despite the spring having long broken over Kirkwall.

The yard is empty, as it should be at this hour, and she takes to stretching, staff in hand, as she warms up. She is slow, still, the weapon is too heavy, and the motions are old memories, but she knows them well enough. This was a sport, once, and she had desperately loved the game of it, the contest. It is more useful as a skill, here, and relearning is worth the effort.

Alt Fingon/Open:

She has always been fond of horses. They are graceful, if panicky things, and it would behoove her to remember riding again. She does it so infrequently here that she is not entirely certain the temperament of Thedas's horses. The rarer mounts elude her even more.

She visits the stables mid-morning, clad in plain brown pants and a plain shirt, tailored finely and of fine weave but without adornment. She has forgone her cloak, of late, but wears it today. The grey fabric falls back over her shoulders, tucked out of the way but ready to block cool breezes should she actually befriend a beast and take it out to ride.

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[personal profile] chainlightning 2019-04-30 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Sundermount is filled with memories. Only some of them belong to Merrill and her clan; there were memories there before the Sabrae, and memories will linger after. But Galadriel is her family now, and she deserves, Merrill thinks, to see the resting places of her clan and of other members of the People. Barkley is with them today, thanks to the pair of them walking; for now, he is a few feet ahead, sniffing at the ground and guarding them valiantly against rabbits.

"It's nice to be out of Kirkwall," Merrill sighs happily, watching the little dog chase a squirrel part of the way up a tree. "Especially now that it's not winter anymore."
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[personal profile] chainlightning 2019-04-30 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"So have I," Merrill agrees, even as she laughs at Barkley's antics. As much as she enjoys squirrel and as much fun as her dog is having, she calls him back over; they don't need a break in their walk to tend to a bite wound. Luckily he comes back over without too much fuss, although he's clearly going to stay alert for any other possible morsels animals.

"The vhenadahl is beautiful, of course, but-" not so much in winter, "-it isn't the same."

She glances up at the mountain rising before them, and her smile twitches a bit. "Though some parts of Sundermount aren't as green either."
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[personal profile] chainlightning 2019-04-30 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
There isn't an answer for a long moment. Merrill walks but silently, and when she looks in the distance, her eyes seem glazed, unfocused; like she's seeing something that isn't there at all. When she does answer, she's quiet.

"The resting places of my people, clan and otherwise," she says at last. "This is where my clan was camped when they had me leave, and where they stayed. Where they died." She gestures toward the mountain. "Further up, there are graves. The remnants of a great battle between the elves and Tevinter."
chainlightning: (❧ seek)

[personal profile] chainlightning 2019-04-30 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"We plant a tree for them, when we can," Merrill says, finding it easier to talk about tradition and things that she might have done rather than the truth of their deaths. "The ancient graves have stone markers, though."

Throwing a few seeds into the earth would have taken less time than the great stones, but if the mountain wouldn't take them, it would have been less effective. Besides, that was from the time when the elves were immortal.

"I came back, after. Tended to their bodies. Apologized. Sang to them. There are newer trees where the camp was, now." Ones that she had planted, ones that had taken hold in the lower elevation and flourished, fed by the dead. "Death is part of life for us, now. But..."

Not like that. Not the way it had happened.

"Well. Sometimes the dead in the ancient graves walk. I like to make sure they're not coming down this far, and that my clan isn't joining them."
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[personal profile] chainlightning 2019-05-01 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
She appreciates it all more than she thinks she can ever express to Galadriel. The fitting quiet, the respect, the solemnity without sorrow clinging too tightly. It feels exactly like what having a mother should be, and Merrill relishes it, trying not to cling too tightly.

"No," she responds in turn, a definite note of curiosity in her voice. She understands if it had been painful to speak of, but she will always want to know about Galadriel's life before Thedas. "Not anything definite, at least; only that you had children and a husband."

Granted, if rumors - more like what she had seen on the island - were true, had was very much in the past tense. Merrill doesn't mind. Why should Galadriel not find a new life while she's here?
dirth: (but all i've ever)

[personal profile] dirth 2019-04-30 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Sleeping has always been easy for Solas. It is a form of release; to ignore the outside world and embrace something that he knows, something that is intimate to him on a level that cannot possibly be ignored. Stepping into the Fade is like breathing fresh air after drowning and there is nothing he could do that would ever appropriately describe the depth of his joy and his anticipation as he slips into bed and waits to wander the world of memories and hopes that await him.

Sometimes he greets her as she sleeps, and those nights rank highly in his mind, warming his heart and soothing the aches of centuries-old pain.

Walking out into the image in front of him, Solas steps along and waits, pausing, looking at her, before he moves closer. There's never a need to fear sneaking up on her - Galadriel always seems to know when he is close - and he comes to stand at her side, reaching to take her hand and leave a kiss on the knuckle; a familiar greeting now.

"Ma vhenan."
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[personal profile] dirth 2019-04-30 07:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Solas, contrasting to Galadriel, feels time deeply. Each day that passes feels like an aeon, an era, centuries under his fingertips, waiting and wanting for the world to change. There is nothing he can do, powerless as he is, and the agony of that is unforgettable. He is of Arlathan, of a world forgotten, changed and marred by his touch and his strength, and his bones feel shaped by it, twisted and broken even as he stands tall.

She speaks and they echo, soft against the curve of his spine and the warmth of his skin.

Words are meaningless, he thinks, when he feels her so deeply in his heart.

"Why can it not be both? We have a great deal of time here." His smile is soft, gentle, accepting the touch of her hand. "I will do what pleases you best."
dirth: (when life leaves you high and dry)

[personal profile] dirth 2019-04-30 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a moment where he wants to do no more than stand here with her and bask in her company; he should spend more time with her, he thinks, devote more hours in the day to her company. It is not often that someone is able to steal so much of him, and she is the one that stands alone now. With his relationship with Thranduil in tatters, the binding of hair around his neck enough proof of that, he is desperate for something to keep him together, to give him the strength to continue.

She is that strength, as false as she might prove to be in the end, a creation of his own madness.

It's easy to step to the basin all the same, to lean over and look, to imagine that he might see. In the Fade this is no more than a memory, an echo, but still they might share something. They might see something together that the world beyond the Veil couldn't ever hope to touch.

"And what do you think it might wish to show me today, my love?"
Edited 2019-04-30 20:15 (UTC)
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[personal profile] dirth 2019-04-30 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Solas has lived long enough to understand certain things - he knows about the strength of magic and artefacts. He is powerful enough to know the dangers of them as well; there’s a part of him that is loathe to admit that he might be somewhat afraid. Walking the Fade is one thing, but seeking magic that is beyond his knowledge... It is much like him allowing Galadriel to see his heart. Frightening but fruitful.

He watches the memory unfold and recognises it almost immediately. He was at Haven himself after all, a witness to all that happened there. Perhaps he did not take note of Galadriel then, but... He notes her now, affection sure and set in his eyes.

“The mountains were cruel indeed,” Solas admits, looking down at the memory. “It is good that we were able to move as necessary. It would have been too dangerous otherwise - not with how Corypheus had been acting for so long.”

A sigh as he shakes his head.

“I hope you are happier now.”
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[personal profile] dirth 2019-05-01 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"More content. Comfortable." Perhaps happiness was the wrong word, but Solas cannot imagine many others.

He has been awake for as much time as she has been in Thedas - perhaps a handful of years longer, if that - but he understands the nature of this world. It is a physical manifestation of his own hubris, a glaring slap in the face to all that he had hoped to accomplish. Finding his own happiness had been difficult for him; is it so strange for him to imagine that it might be equally as trying for someone else?

Ignoring the image is easy enough. It does not do to dwell on things that shall not come to pass here; that is a being from her world, foreign and distant to him. Here the demons are of the Fade, of Corypheus' ilk, and he knows that is something he cannot lose sight of. He cannot glance away from what is taking place here.

Slow, careful eyes turn back to the woman at his side.

"I am glad for that," he admits, voice soft. "I would not have you unhappy for a single moment."
utulien_aure: Fingon (Seventy)

Practice Yards

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2019-05-01 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
Fingon heads for the training grounds not long after dawn, his blade at his side. At this time, he knows, there might be some others already there- but the one he sees at arrival is not one he expected.

In more ways than one, actually.

He knows from the report of others and their own fleeting contact what his cousin has become- grave and stately, and far older than he. But for a moment the sight of her on the practice grounds calls to mind Artanis, brilliant and ever restless as she was when young.

It's hard not to look around, hoping to find Irisse or Aikanaro or Ingoldo nearby- but he controls the instinct and calls out instead.

"Cousin! Am I interrupting?"
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[personal profile] utulien_aure 2019-05-01 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
"That I was," he admits and smiles back at her. "One rarely goes anywhere about the Gallows for the scenery, more's the pity."

There is tragedy and horror and and more about this place- this whole city, even. But sometimes Fingon just have to stop and consider the effort it must have taken to design and build a place so eye-scorchingly ugly.

"But the first to arrive has first claim, of course. Unless you have another staff about? It's been longer than it ought to have been since I worked with either staff or spear."
utulien_aure: Fingon with a sword (Sixty)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2019-05-01 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
He reaches out and snatches the staff from the air- so no, Galadriel isn't wrong about their comparative recent experience.

"Will that matter, once your hands remember their old skill?" And hers have never been slow, at that. Fingon may have the advantage now, but he has a strong suspicion just how long it will last.

Experimentally, he twirls the staff between his hands. It brings back memories- not just of the young Artanis, but of their aunts and grandmother and the staff-dances the Vanyar had favored since they put aside the spears of the Great Journey.

"I had noticed- an odd thing, is it not? To see such a simple weapon so neglected?" But he nods at her request. "Of course I would. And it might do me some good as well."

And then he bows, and settles into a fighter's stance.
utulien_aure: Fingon (Fifty seven)

[personal profile] utulien_aure 2019-05-01 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
"I certainly did. It was strange to see a taste of home here, for all that what it contained was new. Strange, but not unwelcome. I imagine some of your brother's records of Men must have resembled it."

Fingon grins at the daring opening, and moves to parry and step inward.

"And it was thorough. Old Rumil could not have done better. You must have had taken some time over the work."