Entry tags:
- ! open,
- abby,
- alexandrie d'asgard,
- bastien,
- benedict quintus artemaeus,
- byerly rutyer,
- derrica,
- ellie,
- gwenaëlle baudin,
- james flint,
- john silver,
- julius,
- loki,
- matthias,
- obeisance barrow,
- petrana de cedoux,
- tiffany hart,
- { astarion },
- { dante sparda },
- { emet-selch },
- { james holden },
- { jone },
- { sidony veranas },
- { sylvie },
- { tony stark }
open | holiday spirits
WHO: Whoever, plus some spirits.
WHAT: Everyone spends an evening regretting the past. So basically a normal night.
WHEN: Wintermarch 5-6
WHERE: A castle in the mountains north of Kirkwall
NOTES: OOC post including less vague/pretentious haunting mechanic descriptions. Fantasy violence and swearing and so on are assumed, but please use content warnings in your subject lines for things like explicit gore or sex, slavery content, body horror, etc., if you go any of those routes.
WHAT: Everyone spends an evening regretting the past. So basically a normal night.
WHEN: Wintermarch 5-6
WHERE: A castle in the mountains north of Kirkwall
NOTES: OOC post including less vague/pretentious haunting mechanic descriptions. Fantasy violence and swearing and so on are assumed, but please use content warnings in your subject lines for things like explicit gore or sex, slavery content, body horror, etc., if you go any of those routes.

THE CASTLE
Their convenient shelter from the unexpected blizzard that whips up around them in the mountain pass isn't too convenient. Anyone with a reasonable detailed map will find it marked there; reaching its clifftop location requires a slight detour. When they approach, it has no warm ethereal glow or suspiciously welcoming lit torches. The windows stay dark. The portcullis is raised just high enough to be ducked under, but the heavy doors of the keep don't swing open to welcome them.
The only immediate sign that something is amiss is the thorough, all-encompassing emptiness of the place, and it might take some investigation before that begins to feel strange. The fortress' abandonment seems recent and abrupt: ample firewood has been cut and stacked for the winter, nothing has been done to protect the furniture or strip the beds, the kitchen is fully stocked and even has some perishables that do not seem close to perishing, the stables are equipped to comfortably keep any animals along for the journey, and a chess board before the hearth in the (humble) grand hall seems to have been left mid-game. But there are no messages, no bodies, no footsteps dimpling the crunchy layer of old snow accumulated in the bailey beneath the fresh snowfall.
As they search, the castle's visitors may begin to find signs that the castle hasn't been entirely abandoned. It begins with whispers emanating from the dark ends of corridors, voices they recognize and others they don't, or faces both familiar and unfamiliar flashing in still water or window panes when firelight hits right, or forms moving on the edge of vision but vanishing before they can be looked at directly.
By the time this becomes worrisome enough to drive anyone back out of the castle, the portcullis has fallen shut and won't budge. Neither will any other doors to the outside. The windows won't break; doors won't give way even to makeshift battering rams. The only walls that can be climbed or reached by stairs face out over a deep ravine. It might be a survivable climb, if the wind and weather allowed, but it would not be a survivable fall.
THE SPIRITS
--so back inside, then.
The keep is built like the Gallows' towers, square and tall, and it won't take long for Riftwatch to notice that whatever is wrong is more wrong the higher they climb. The whispers and glimpses on the lowest floor become voices and lingering shadowy figures on the second. Someone might turn and find their hand briefly held by an unfamiliar man's, warm and real for the moment it takes him to say, "Come with me." Or behind them, a woman's shocked and seething voice says, "What are you doing?" Or maybe it's a hand they do know and a voice saying something they've heard before.
As people venture to the higher floors--whether intrepidly seeking the source or involuntarily herded onward by spirits--these moments will begin to last and linger and repeat. And those who don't dare venture higher won't be exempt, confronted by stronger spirits that emerge like ants from a kicked hive as the upper floors are disturbed.
As they approach the uppermost floor, reality will begin to slip away from them. They may find themselves lost in a maze of rooms, even though that shouldn't be possible in so few square feet, and ultimately enveloped in comforting worlds where they didn't do that thing they regret and that, like dreams, feel real until they suddenly don't--until something is too unbelievable, until someone interrupts, or until a demon is holding them under the water of the warm bath they were tempted into, shoving them off a balcony, or whispering into their ears and minds, let me in and you can keep it.
The hauntings will continue until
THE END
When it ends, it ends abruptly. Weaker spirits vanish; stronger ones retreat into the dark. The lesser demons on the upper floors linger, and some may put up a last-ditch physical fight, but without their superior, they've lost most of their mental pull and emotional sway. The castle has changed, too. Its abandonment no longer looks so recent. The food and firewood is gone, along with any sense of warmth or satiety anyone used them to acquire earlier. There is dust where none was before, mildew and rot, and a few scattered, unfortunate skeletons.
The sun is not quite up, the sky a faintly luminescent grey. But the weather is survivable, though it will be slower travel than it would have been without the fresh snow. The doors will open, and the portcullis will raise. Everyone can set off on their cold, hours-long journey back to the city. Talking about their feelings or avoiding eye contact the entire time: the choice is theirs.
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Fingertips tap at her leg, a nervous movement. "Honestly I'm not sure how much of this I actually remember or just wish I did."
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A steady blink, and his attention shifts away again, head tilting back against the wall behind them— real or otherwise— pale curls tangling low against his neck, the edges of his temples.
Knowledge is such a painful risk, here most of all. Laid bare in this moment, where offered memory could quickly come rushing to life, ready to lull or charm or lay claim to everything around it. Repeating on loop until time itself begins to rot.
But...
"There's no getting back what was stolen, but it's the warmth of it that sometimes presses on. That nagging little glimmer that swears something was there before."
False or true, this all belongs to her. No one else.
"And that something probably wasn't all bad."
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But at the same time, this had been real hadn't it? Her home, her world. Even if she has to hold onto whispers of it, that warmth did exist once. He's right. That did mean something. Sylvie closes her eyes then, exhaling through her nose before she finally turns her eyes from the scene to look up at him instead, to try and read the lines of his face, get some glimpse of the experiences that made up his history. When was it last that she had been the one laid bare to another, instead of the other way around. She hardly knew anything about Astarion at all, did she?
The ghost scene wavers, going soft on the edges, as if unsure how to proceed without the whole of her focus.
"I guess it doesn't in the end." She glances back at the stalling scene. "I'll take that glimmer over nothing at all."
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Like paper. Like spun glass.
Nothing at all, she says, and he stretches himself out in leaning back more fully where he rests beside her as the vision pulls against its own trackless course. Flickering, fading, burning brightly all over again. Spirits do try, but what they regurgitate is only ever that: limited.
"Well. If nothing else, I suppose you and I aren't in any grave danger of being swept away by the lulling allure of this wretched place."
A hint, there. Or maybe not.
"Unless you're madly in love with the idea of a bunch of faceless ghosts keeping you company for all eternity."
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It is a bit hard to miss that, when they're talking about buried memories. She watches him stretch, catlike, and then laughs once at his comment, letting one leg slide back out from where she had been hugging her knees.
"Gods no. Waste my pathetic remaining fifty something years staring at the ghost of my mother? There's plenty of complexes that are far more fun than oedipal." She smiles at him, a tight and slightly awkward thing. "I take it not much for these things to pull from for you either. Not even glimmers?"
Had she had her abilities she could unearth those memories for him most likely; if she could find the truth buried beyond eons of TVA programming and lies, certainly she could beneath two hundred years of whatever horrors he had been trapped in. But unless she recovers her enchantment, it's pointless to even bring it up.
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Well, until she follows up on that train of thought, leaving the edges of his own expression blank and sallow before he looks away, bearing back against the pressure living somewhere in his own thoughts.
Nothing good to latch onto, no. But there are other things, and he'd rather not see this place find them if he lets control over his own emotions slip away in the seconds that follow.
"I'm a vampire, darling." He finally admits without anything but a sort of bone deep flatness. The kind of acrid numbness that comes from deep, long-standing resentment. "And in case you don't know what that is, what you should know is that two hundred years ago, the process of transformation that changes a mortal into an immortal creature of the night took— everything."
His exhale runs so thin it stings his throat.
"That, or my master did. I can't remember which it was."
He looks over his own shoulder in the silence, red eyes glinting in the darkness when they meet her own.
"I can't remember anything."
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It's not much of a shock really. She's seen vampires before, not elven ones of course, but the mark on his neck is just too specific to not be-- snake story aside-- anything else. She hadn't noticed it the first night they had met, the wind and cold and shadows, but back in Val Chevin it had been difficult not to see while inspecting the black veins of poison running up in tandem with the veins there. Vampires might not be the same in his world as they were in her travels, but calling someone out on their current or previous undead state seemed like bad manners at the time.
The fact that everything prior has been erased however hits with more weight, and her heart constricts for him. Not even a glimmer.
Sylvie drops her eyes to the ground between them, pressing her lips int a thin line as she lets that sit, shaking her head a bit. How would she have gotten by without even the ghosts of her memories to fall back on? That was a type of loneliness she can't quite imagine.
Quietly, and without warning, she touches him. A light brush of her gloved fingers over the hand closest to her, before they wrap around three of his and give them a gentle squeeze, thumb making little circles over his knuckles as she faces the now dimming ghosts. Their play hitching in staccato as it slowly fades.
"We could make new memories and then in 10 years, if Corypheus hasn't killed us all by then, come back here and test it out for you. We'll know if those memories are good enough if they try and get you to jump out a window."
There's idle humor in her tone that fades as she thinks for a bit, and then more softly continues. "I assume that 'master' didn't come through with you."
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It doesn't follow through.
Knowing what he does about who she is, how long she's suffered on her own. How similar they are at times, all the little guarded reflections that both terrify him and set him at ease when she's nearby, it's enough that she doesn't press beyond that quickened gesture. That even though his shoulders stay high and his eyes wide, he leaves her hold as it is for a lengthy little beat—
And then pulls away.
Their languages are different. But then again, so is their pain.
He presses on a moment later, though the air's run sharp. Painfully cold, like jagged strips of ice over skin. Astarion doesn't seem to notice. "If he ever did, I wouldn't be here, I can promise you that."
No, in other words.
"Compulsion is the bond between a vampire and its spawn. Eternally binding." Spoken almost reluctantly, with all the effort of something dragging its heels; he isn't afraid to tell her the truth of what his life had been before Thedas, only afraid of letting it take shape within these walls.
So. Slow.
"Cazador found me dying in the street, having been attacked by humans. He chased them off, offered to save me by letting me become a vampire like him— only he didn't transform me. Not fully." And bitterness lives there, curling hot across his tongue. "You see, in order to become a true vampire, I would've needed to drink his blood, as he took mine."
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His stiffening is caught at the corner of her eye, focused on more as she turns to him. Clearly uncomfortable with her hand on his, and yet-- When he pulls back she slides both her hands back inside her cloak, interlacing them in-between her knees. She told Loki once that she doesn't know how to do this--having friends. Actually connecting. But she's trying to learn.
Astarion presses on and she leans forward a bit, watching him quietly as he speaks. Her eyes darken as he goes on, a little shake to her head at the concept of that trade off. "Convenient, that." Also interesting that he'd just be nearby when Astarion was attacked; Sylvie is nothing but skeptical of coincidences that leave a person under the power of another.
She'll keep that to herself though, for now at least. She'd rather let him continue.
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But no matter how many times Astarion turned that wretched night over in his head, nothing could've changed how it all played out: if Cazador truly had been lucky, Astarion was easy prey— and if it'd all been planned out, what could've Astarion done? Alone, as he was, he couldn't defend himself.
And the only other choice was death.
"What I was left as was only a vampire spawn. His spawn— and what that meant was that from the moment I changed onward, I was his slave in body and soul alike: all he need do was speak, and my body would obey, no matter how I railed against it. What I wanted."
A slow exhale, before:
"Immortality, at the worst price you could possibly imagine."
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And that was without considering... that type of person was unlikely to be kind. Vampires were not known for gentleness after all.
Sylvie is quiet for a moment, thinking back to their conversation on that rooftop. The insinuation that had he not been here, whatever he was dealing with back in his world would not be over.
"If you hadn't come here, what then?"
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It's hard to admit, just how unmoored he'd been in the brief flicker of— what, a day? Less than that, judging how little time had passed between waking up in sunlight, alone and unscorched, and being torn from Toril entirely, landing face-first in the dirt, surrounded by demons.
Another pale-haired elf marked with glowing tattoos standing not far off by chance alone, the air swimming with the scent of scorched ozone.
"Cazador had deigned to send me only briefly from his side to seduce yet another nobleman living in the city that surrounded us." And, with a sort of mundane tone— as though talking about the weather— he adds, "It was his usual routine: he was particular about the sort of meals he wanted to take. Thus, like any pampered creature, someone else had to be responsible for fetching his fine dining."
That someone, needing no explanation, was Astarion.
"But there was a...complication. Before Thedas thought to kidnap me, someone else did, too." He stretches out one leg, reaching up to scrub at the edge of his own gloved knuckles. "If that'd never happened, I imagine eventually he'd have found me again. And back into the shadows I'd go, likely punished yet again for my carelessness."
His inhale is slow. His eyes shut.
"Luckily, barring the worst coming to pass, I won't need to worry about that anymore."
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A creature like that, you kill slowly. You make sure they feel it.
"If the worst was to come to pass," She says after a moment, leaning forward a bit more to look up at is face, even as his eyes are shut tight. "You're not alone anymore Astarion. I know I'm not the only one who would take up the sword in your defense. Though I might be the one who would take the most pleasure out of it."
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That unknowing humor.
"I..."
She's not the first to say it. And maybe, if Thedas hadn't stolen her strength, he'd be bolstered somehow, here and now. Certain that all his newfound allies would somehow possess more than enough power between them to tackle even the most wretched vampiric sire.
...but his mind stays filled with what-ifs.
What if Cazador loses nothing? What if Corypheus finds him first? What if the anchor-shard fades, and he's dumped back— alone— on the shores of Toril without an ally in sight? What if, what if, what if...and it's maddening, and frightening, and crippling dread creeps potent along his spine by conjured force as surely as it does hers—
Before he forces it to abate, expression pinched tight in the darkness.
"Thank you, darling."
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It’s an offered out, if needed. At least she hopes it comes through that way. Her voice feels like it carries more now, with the ghosts almost faded completely, the bare remnants of Asgard’s towers in the distance. The here and now holding her attention rather than the past.
Her focus entirely on Astarion.
There is that dread, Sylvie can sense it in him, so similar to what eats at her, that all of this is for naught and any hope or connections she’s building here is for the express purpose of making it all that much more painful when everything comes up full circle, that any promise she makes is just a foreshadowing to some other knife in the back. And still-
“But for things that could be stabbed…” There’s a moment as she tries to gather the words, “Well. You help me with my omnipotent time and space organization and I’ll help you with your vampire lord. …And whatever comes between.”
She’s never been very good at giving up on a sliver of hope.