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Bastien ([personal profile] cozen) wrote in [community profile] faderift2022-01-03 11:47 pm

open | holiday spirits

WHO: Whoever, plus some spirits.
WHAT: Everyone spends an evening regretting the past. So basically a normal night.
WHEN: Wintermarch 5-6
WHERE: A castle in the mountains north of Kirkwall
NOTES: OOC post including less vague/pretentious haunting mechanic descriptions. Fantasy violence and swearing and so on are assumed, but please use content warnings in your subject lines for things like explicit gore or sex, slavery content, body horror, etc., if you go any of those routes.




THE CASTLE

Their convenient shelter from the unexpected blizzard that whips up around them in the mountain pass isn't too convenient. Anyone with a reasonable detailed map will find it marked there; reaching its clifftop location requires a slight detour. When they approach, it has no warm ethereal glow or suspiciously welcoming lit torches. The windows stay dark. The portcullis is raised just high enough to be ducked under, but the heavy doors of the keep don't swing open to welcome them.

The only immediate sign that something is amiss is the thorough, all-encompassing emptiness of the place, and it might take some investigation before that begins to feel strange. The fortress' abandonment seems recent and abrupt: ample firewood has been cut and stacked for the winter, nothing has been done to protect the furniture or strip the beds, the kitchen is fully stocked and even has some perishables that do not seem close to perishing, the stables are equipped to comfortably keep any animals along for the journey, and a chess board before the hearth in the (humble) grand hall seems to have been left mid-game. But there are no messages, no bodies, no footsteps dimpling the crunchy layer of old snow accumulated in the bailey beneath the fresh snowfall.

As they search, the castle's visitors may begin to find signs that the castle hasn't been entirely abandoned. It begins with whispers emanating from the dark ends of corridors, voices they recognize and others they don't, or faces both familiar and unfamiliar flashing in still water or window panes when firelight hits right, or forms moving on the edge of vision but vanishing before they can be looked at directly.

By the time this becomes worrisome enough to drive anyone back out of the castle, the portcullis has fallen shut and won't budge. Neither will any other doors to the outside. The windows won't break; doors won't give way even to makeshift battering rams. The only walls that can be climbed or reached by stairs face out over a deep ravine. It might be a survivable climb, if the wind and weather allowed, but it would not be a survivable fall.

THE SPIRITS

--so back inside, then.

The keep is built like the Gallows' towers, square and tall, and it won't take long for Riftwatch to notice that whatever is wrong is more wrong the higher they climb. The whispers and glimpses on the lowest floor become voices and lingering shadowy figures on the second. Someone might turn and find their hand briefly held by an unfamiliar man's, warm and real for the moment it takes him to say, "Come with me." Or behind them, a woman's shocked and seething voice says, "What are you doing?" Or maybe it's a hand they do know and a voice saying something they've heard before.

As people venture to the higher floors--whether intrepidly seeking the source or involuntarily herded onward by spirits--these moments will begin to last and linger and repeat. And those who don't dare venture higher won't be exempt, confronted by stronger spirits that emerge like ants from a kicked hive as the upper floors are disturbed.

As they approach the uppermost floor, reality will begin to slip away from them. They may find themselves lost in a maze of rooms, even though that shouldn't be possible in so few square feet, and ultimately enveloped in comforting worlds where they didn't do that thing they regret and that, like dreams, feel real until they suddenly don't--until something is too unbelievable, until someone interrupts, or until a demon is holding them under the water of the warm bath they were tempted into, shoving them off a balcony, or whispering into their ears and minds, let me in and you can keep it.

The hauntings will continue until morale improves the eldest, most powerful demon has been dealt with.

THE END

When it ends, it ends abruptly. Weaker spirits vanish; stronger ones retreat into the dark. The lesser demons on the upper floors linger, and some may put up a last-ditch physical fight, but without their superior, they've lost most of their mental pull and emotional sway. The castle has changed, too. Its abandonment no longer looks so recent. The food and firewood is gone, along with any sense of warmth or satiety anyone used them to acquire earlier. There is dust where none was before, mildew and rot, and a few scattered, unfortunate skeletons.

The sun is not quite up, the sky a faintly luminescent grey. But the weather is survivable, though it will be slower travel than it would have been without the fresh snow. The doors will open, and the portcullis will raise. Everyone can set off on their cold, hours-long journey back to the city. Talking about their feelings or avoiding eye contact the entire time: the choice is theirs.
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-13 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
“For not leaving you to be tortured within my reach? Oh yes,” he teases gently, those warm lips to his cool wrist and his own exhale soft as down for it, settling in some respects.

That Dante isn’t balking or bristling, that he isn’t mired deeper, that he hasn’t been lost to the spirits here— even if he can’t voice it, even if he isn’t quite sure how, it’s a relief in its own right.

And in the spirit of physicality speaking of more than anything he could eloquently reach for, he shifts forward there, slipping down into Dante’s lap without asking. Head to his shoulder, legs still perched across the armrest he’d been settled on for so long.

Doting, in other words.

But he isn’t joking in the seconds that follow, ring finger scuffing along Dante’s hand in turn.

“You should know I’ve never been....mm.” Poor start. Try again. “This has never been easy for me. Comfort, I mean. Not the real sort. Not the kind that doesn’t come from a bottle to soothe anxious nobles or—”

Or.

It hangs, that word.

“But what happened here, it wasn’t your fault. You couldn’t have stopped it, or altered it.” Life, wretched as it is, has a way of forcing things into place without caring for all subsequent harm. “You can’t go around blaming yourself for how things turned out.”
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[personal profile] rebellionyell 2022-01-14 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
As Astarion eased into his lap Dante cradled him for his own comfort and sense of security, the reason he suspected the other man made himself physically available. It was endearing, it was sweet, it was the kind of comfort Dante never sought out but at the same time he'd never had for himself in such a long time. He doesn't rebuff him or snap at him, Astarion seeing the rarest and most exposed parts of him were hardly his fault and there was nothing for it at this point.

Besides he couldn't find it in himself to object too loudly when his arms were filled with Astarion and the uplifting and comforting scent of lilac that always hung about him.

"Guess we're two peas in a pod then...giving comfort...and accepting comfort...it's hard," words are hard, appearing vulnerable is hard, and admitting it is hard, "...but you make it easy."

Easy because he's not trying to manufacture comfort, he's simply doing the best he can with the tools he's been given and not pretending to be an expert on it.

"Inside my head I know...getting it across to my heart...well it's a bit more stubborn," it was the best way Dante could explain it, even though he didn't mean his heart literally, but maybe his emotions against his reason. Reason telling him that not everything can be reined in and controlled no matter how he tried, while his feelings didn't care.
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-15 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
Comfort. A mutually foreign prospect. No wonder he finds himself so at ease in it, the surrounding circle of Dante's presence. The way he—

Ah.

The way he deflects.

Humor, like Astarion. Pure will, or optimism, or an unwillingness to cede ground to what discomforts and disquiets. The shape of it is different, true, they wear their own masks differently, but here at least he can see it now, coiled in the lap of the boy who was left behind. 

The picture's clearer, if not painfully so.

His heart, Dante says, and as if prompted he sets the edges of his own pale fingers over that spot at the near-center of Dante's chest, pressure light and tracing. Feeling the steady beat beat beat of it just beneath the surface. "Ever since this happened, you were on your own, then?"
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[personal profile] rebellionyell 2022-01-16 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Humor, self-deprecation, all were good mechanisms for masking the vulnerability of opening old wounds and reliving them. It's a mask that's difficult to maintain when those memories are blown open for anyone to see, or maybe he was lucky, and it was just Astarion.

There was very little point in deflecting, a grown man having a hellish nightmare about his mother's death, waking up from that nightmare crying in Astarion's arms? What did he have left to hide at this point?

"More or less..." Dante said dully, covering Astarion's hand with his own and pressing it into his chest, "...I followed my mother's last request and took up a new identity."

Dante shifted a bit and with his free hand he dislodged Ebony and Ivory from the holster underneath his coat. They might have been useless for anything here, but they were familiar, like an old friend he carried around out of habit sometimes.

Laying the pistols in Astarion's lap he ran his thumb over one of the inscriptions that read For Tony Redgrave by .45 Art Works.

"I was Tony Redgrave, I created a new identity and moved from place to place. The first place I moved to, a port town, a woman posed as a mother figure to maintain my identity, but demons attacked, and we left after we were accused of starting a fire that killed most of the people in the village. She wouldn't be safe with me, I knew that, so I moved on."

Dante idly turned the pistols over in Astarion's lap for something to do.

"Some time after that I was able to falsify my identity and I became a mercenary; I think by that time I might have suppressed my memories and I might have been disturbingly childlike. Killing was play and I enjoyed being around my partner's family, Grue and his kids."

He remembered the food fights and how exasperated Grue would become having a hurricane like Dante in his home playing with his kids even after bloodying his hands.

"I was paired up with another mercenary, Gilver and during that time my Partner's daughter became ill and to pay for her hospital bills Grue became an assassin. On one of his missions Grue came across Gilver and he died trying to kill Gilver. A demon as it turned out, a Vergil clone...maybe if I understood what anagrams were..."

Dante laughed, it was a brief and hollow thing.

"After Grue's death I learned the reason why his daughter became sick, she'd been possessed by a demon who was using her pain and despair to fuse her with a tree in order to grow a path between the human and demon world. I had to put her...Jessica...out of her misery..."

Killing the child of his friend and partner after learning about the death of his partner was another wave of Darkness that loomed over him, "all I could do for Grue was set up accounts for his remaining children and pour money into it...he wasn't around to take care of them."

A pause.

"And then there's Nell..." he ran his thumb over the little portraits on each of the handles.
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-16 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
"Nell...?"

The only natural progression, though his mind is still leashed to processing the sickly outline of events that'd led to the death of both a man and his daughter over nothing more than the sin of proximity. Logically— his gloved fingertips slipping just along the edges of those pistols, uncertain of precisely what they are— his mind knows there's nothing of his own damning tale to be found in it. But it still rings similarly, in a sense.

Knowing what it's like to be poison in a well, just for the matter of existing.

But then again, what else is more fitting for a cambion and a vampire?
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[personal profile] rebellionyell 2022-01-16 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"Nell was a weapon's artisan and she was like a mother to me," another motherly figure, "she had lost her son so maybe I was a surrogate for her. At this point most of my memories of my old life were buried somewhere, that might be why I attached to her so quickly."

And he attached to people without reservation in that stretch of time, not because he needed them to survive, but because of loneliness.

"Anyway, she was constantly trying to build weapons for me because most of them couldn't hold up to the strain I put them under. She would make me sandwiches, and I'd tell her how shitty they were, she would make we a weapon, and I would hand her a pile of money for it," that kind of fond relationship filled with banter but plenty of give and take.

"Apparently Gilver entered her shop and paid for one of her weapons, she was the one who tried to warn me about Gilver not being entirely human, but all I could see was a strong mercenary and a good fighter," dumb kid brain stuff.

"The last time I saw Nell her workshop had exploded and when I tried to get her out of the fire she wouldn't leave, she kept working on her guns. When she had finished, she gave me the parts that make up these pistols," he guided Astarion's hands around Ebony and Ivory so they were both holding them the way they should be held, "she told me to assemble them myself to make them truly mine and then she collapsed...not from the fire, but from an injury I didn't know she had. All I could do was hold her."

Until she died was the unspoken thought and it was triggering for him in that moment as well as his mother had died in a fire from a demon attack.

"Her death woke me up, reminded me of who and what I was, and it was in that moment that I stopped being a mercenary and became a demon hunter, I started by killing the demons hiding in the fire. Then I used her last gift to kill Gilver."
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-16 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
They feel heavy in his hands, those weapons.

Those memories.

Brow creasing as he adjusts to it, clever mind already noting little things like how they shift in balance. Like the dig of the grips against his gloved palms, still held lightly by Dante’s own heavier grasp.

“Hm.” Soft. A breath of a thing, his forehead settling just beneath Dante’s downturned jawline, curls clinging to his skin.

“Ever the story repeats.”

But that’s part of it, isn’t it? Part of the pain this place latched onto. Part of the difficulty of trust, and closeness, and remembering that not every bit of contact comes with promised agony nestled in behind it.

And so.

“...it won’t be like that, here.”
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[personal profile] rebellionyell 2022-01-17 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
"Life is pretty damned slippery that way," Dante's tone was soft, matching Astarion's, and it worked with the comfortable closeness in the less than cheerful revelations of Dante's childhood, "it's rare to find something to hold onto, harder to keep it."

All the people that slid through Dante's hands made him reluctant to form bonds, but he still felt responsible for the people in his life that were casualties due to proximity. Friends. Family of friends.

Watching and caring from a distance was the safest thing for them, even if he did want to be part of their lives. Burying himself in the work, arming himself with wit and a carefree presentation was more for his own benefit.

"I've got you to protect me," Dante said, the smile returning to his voice as he turned the conversation towards Astarion, "a knight on a white charger."

Burying his face in the soft, nicely kempt curls Dante allowed himself to consider it.

"...different for both of us, right?"
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-17 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
He's ready to tease. Ready to joke— pistols slipping back as he carries on holding them to nestle in against his own chest instead, letting it all ease down into something more relaxed— about playing the dashing hero. The infamous rogue, wanted by all and snared by no one.

But that final question hangs so heavily in the air that for a moment, nothing comes. No smiles, no teasing, no brushing it away. Dante sags into him like an animal too long starved, and Astarion offers nothing. Or near it. Or...

He pulls one hand away from an intricately carved grip, gloved fingers falling in the curtain of Dante's hair where it hangs loose across the back of his neck. Thumb a rolling pressure, contact slow. Steady.

"Yes, darling." He says, and he tries in his own way to make it the truth. To think that if the worst comes in the weeks ahead, he'll be one step ahead, always.

That he won't go back to even the shadow of his own nightmarish past.

"Those days are done for both of us."

Edited 2022-01-17 10:19 (UTC)
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[personal profile] rebellionyell 2022-01-17 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe it's not the best timing on his part, but Astarion perched across his lap, hand curled lightly around the back of his neck, the comfort he's extending in his closeness? Maybe it his emotions required some kind of outlet aver being spent on reliving his past, maybe he couldn't help himself. Whatever the case was he leaned in to slot his mouth against Astarion's, the angle was odd, but it was electric all the same.

As much as he would have enjoyed lingering, he pulled back after a few chaste moments of just feeling the pressure of lips against his own. Soft and smoother than satin, a taste was all he really wanted not in the proper frame of mind to want for too much more than that and enjoying Astarion's presence, his weight, the familiar comfort of him as much as anything else.
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-17 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The visions are gone by now. It's just them. Maybe a little lingering echo here and there of sounds that don't quite fit, but whatever spirits latched on in passing seem to have dissipated for the moment, leaving them settled in a cold, empty room.

Not the most romantic backdrop, true, but there are worse places to pour out the entirety of one's own soul.

All the little nagging fears.

Astarion fits one hand to Dante's cheek before he withdraws, chasing it with a single, passing kiss to the center of his forehead, and then settles back down into resting in those overly warm arms.

The storm will clear eventually, after all. Until then, they'll at least have this.
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[personal profile] rebellionyell 2022-01-18 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
The more Dante talked to and focused on Astarion, the quieter the echos of his past became and maybe there was something to that, filling his thoughts with other things, engaging with someone else, weathering the spirits that haunted this place with someone else. It might be the cure maybe for him, maybe for the both of them.

To that end he levered his body out of the chair, hoisting himself onto his feet with Astarion still cradled easily in his arms. He wasn't ready to let the vampire out of arms reach just yet, but maybe they needed a change in scenery, to do something else for a little while.

"I think I've cried enough for one decade, how about we get the hell outta here and do something...mmm...something that doesn't involve me bringing the party down for a while," of course their options in a spirit and demon infested castle might be very limited, but there had to be something else, "don't spooky old castles like this have cellars? Treasure rooms?"