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Bastien ([personal profile] cozen) wrote in [community profile] faderift2022-01-03 11:47 pm

open | holiday spirits

WHO: Whoever, plus some spirits.
WHAT: Everyone spends an evening regretting the past. So basically a normal night.
WHEN: Wintermarch 5-6
WHERE: A castle in the mountains north of Kirkwall
NOTES: OOC post including less vague/pretentious haunting mechanic descriptions. Fantasy violence and swearing and so on are assumed, but please use content warnings in your subject lines for things like explicit gore or sex, slavery content, body horror, etc., if you go any of those routes.




THE CASTLE

Their convenient shelter from the unexpected blizzard that whips up around them in the mountain pass isn't too convenient. Anyone with a reasonable detailed map will find it marked there; reaching its clifftop location requires a slight detour. When they approach, it has no warm ethereal glow or suspiciously welcoming lit torches. The windows stay dark. The portcullis is raised just high enough to be ducked under, but the heavy doors of the keep don't swing open to welcome them.

The only immediate sign that something is amiss is the thorough, all-encompassing emptiness of the place, and it might take some investigation before that begins to feel strange. The fortress' abandonment seems recent and abrupt: ample firewood has been cut and stacked for the winter, nothing has been done to protect the furniture or strip the beds, the kitchen is fully stocked and even has some perishables that do not seem close to perishing, the stables are equipped to comfortably keep any animals along for the journey, and a chess board before the hearth in the (humble) grand hall seems to have been left mid-game. But there are no messages, no bodies, no footsteps dimpling the crunchy layer of old snow accumulated in the bailey beneath the fresh snowfall.

As they search, the castle's visitors may begin to find signs that the castle hasn't been entirely abandoned. It begins with whispers emanating from the dark ends of corridors, voices they recognize and others they don't, or faces both familiar and unfamiliar flashing in still water or window panes when firelight hits right, or forms moving on the edge of vision but vanishing before they can be looked at directly.

By the time this becomes worrisome enough to drive anyone back out of the castle, the portcullis has fallen shut and won't budge. Neither will any other doors to the outside. The windows won't break; doors won't give way even to makeshift battering rams. The only walls that can be climbed or reached by stairs face out over a deep ravine. It might be a survivable climb, if the wind and weather allowed, but it would not be a survivable fall.

THE SPIRITS

--so back inside, then.

The keep is built like the Gallows' towers, square and tall, and it won't take long for Riftwatch to notice that whatever is wrong is more wrong the higher they climb. The whispers and glimpses on the lowest floor become voices and lingering shadowy figures on the second. Someone might turn and find their hand briefly held by an unfamiliar man's, warm and real for the moment it takes him to say, "Come with me." Or behind them, a woman's shocked and seething voice says, "What are you doing?" Or maybe it's a hand they do know and a voice saying something they've heard before.

As people venture to the higher floors--whether intrepidly seeking the source or involuntarily herded onward by spirits--these moments will begin to last and linger and repeat. And those who don't dare venture higher won't be exempt, confronted by stronger spirits that emerge like ants from a kicked hive as the upper floors are disturbed.

As they approach the uppermost floor, reality will begin to slip away from them. They may find themselves lost in a maze of rooms, even though that shouldn't be possible in so few square feet, and ultimately enveloped in comforting worlds where they didn't do that thing they regret and that, like dreams, feel real until they suddenly don't--until something is too unbelievable, until someone interrupts, or until a demon is holding them under the water of the warm bath they were tempted into, shoving them off a balcony, or whispering into their ears and minds, let me in and you can keep it.

The hauntings will continue until morale improves the eldest, most powerful demon has been dealt with.

THE END

When it ends, it ends abruptly. Weaker spirits vanish; stronger ones retreat into the dark. The lesser demons on the upper floors linger, and some may put up a last-ditch physical fight, but without their superior, they've lost most of their mental pull and emotional sway. The castle has changed, too. Its abandonment no longer looks so recent. The food and firewood is gone, along with any sense of warmth or satiety anyone used them to acquire earlier. There is dust where none was before, mildew and rot, and a few scattered, unfortunate skeletons.

The sun is not quite up, the sky a faintly luminescent grey. But the weather is survivable, though it will be slower travel than it would have been without the fresh snow. The doors will open, and the portcullis will raise. Everyone can set off on their cold, hours-long journey back to the city. Talking about their feelings or avoiding eye contact the entire time: the choice is theirs.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-15 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a near thing, a horrible thing, that Derrica trips comfort and not retaliation. For a moment her eyes are superimposed by another pair, dark and pained and terrified, and over Derrica's voice is another.

Female, soft and desperate and half in tears.

"Ellie!" she calls, and Ellie gasps back the tears that have suddenly come, racing down her face. She reaches up and grips Derrica's forearm, holding on desperately, like she's afraid she's going to move, to leave.

The ghost pulls her hands from over Derrica's, a phantom that runs from the room.

"Jesse! They're in here!"

And Ellie doesn't look at Derrica. Instead she sobs softly, brokenly, looking through her at the manifestation directly behind her.

A bloody, very still man on the ground. Silent, finally.
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-16 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
The silence is worse, in some ways.

Silence means it's over, finished, and nothing more can be done.

Derrica's hands tighten so slightly at Ellie's face, fingers dipping along her jawline.

This is cruel. Every single thing that's happened tonight has been cruel, one way or another. Cruel reminders of what cannot be. Cruel reminders of what came before. Of what's been lost.

"Look at me," again, softer but insistent. There are spirits in the room, playing out a memory, and how long until they turn their attention more fully to the two of them? How long until they try to tear more directly at Ellie's wounds? "You're here, with me. We can leave this room, Ellie. Please."
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-16 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Ellie's breath hitches again, gasping like she's trying to claw her way back to consciousness. This part isn't the haunting, it's just her. The cracks and fissures running deep.

She finds Derrica and slips away again, over and over, struggling to focus on her instead, and she grips her forearms, covers her hands with hers.

"Out," she manages softly, gasping through it. She's still not entirely there, but she is fighting. Some part of her is clinging to what means survival, to what means this will pass.

"Please. Let's go."
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-17 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
There is a moment of—

Not threat. But pressure. Where Derrica catches hold of Ellie by her elbows, draws her upright with her, and turns her towards the door. Derrica keeps herself between Ellie's sightline and the tableau the room has made for her. (Derrica sees. There is so much blood. There are familiar silhouettes. It is not meant for her, but it pains her to see all the same.) And in the space, as Derrica maneuvers them both towards the door, where she is afraid the spirits won't let them go.

But they pass over the threshold. Derrica doesn't let go of Ellie, even as the door bangs closed behind them.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-17 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
Joel's eyes follow them from the floor.

Ellie doesn't see, but she feels them all the same. She walks like she's in a dream, like her legs are mired down by deep mud, and once the door bangs shut behind them, she puts her back against it. Sucks air into her lungs like someone half-drowned, and puts a hand over her heart.

Breathes to it. In and out -- practiced response to panic. Hands still shaking. But it has the look of a routine, like this is something she's hauled herself out of countless times before.

"Sorry," she whispers. "Sorry."
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-17 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
"No," Derrica tells her. "Don't say that. You don't need to apologize."

Sorry for what? Derrica is not the one hurt by this. Ellie is the one coming apart, even as Derrica cups her face in her hands again.

"Look at me," she instructs again. "Breathe with me."

Perhaps they should put more than a door between them and Ellie's ghosts, but Ellie is pale and shaking and it's more important to address that than it is to trip headlong into some other set of spirits play-acting some other piece of the past.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-17 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
Shame roots her down, even with Derrica's reassurance. She hasn't meant to lose her shit like that, to fall apart. There are months now between episodes rather than weeks, or days, like it had been back on the farm. She doesn't fall into a fury when she fights anymore, but this-

This makes her feel like all of her progress has been undone. She feels just as helpless now as she did on the floor of that fucking barn, and wonders if she'll ever be better. That helplessness threatens to twist in on itself until it's anger, until it explodes out of her like a human bomb. It threatens to catch Derrica in the blast, just as she caught Dina, and JJ-

Ellie's face is wet, her fingers hard on the back of Derrica's wrist, holding on like she's all that's keeping her upright, and forces herself to just breathe. Slowly, she calms.
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-17 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
Derrica comes forward by degrees, until she rests her forehead against Ellie's. They breathe together. Ellie's face is damp with tears and the tremors take time to ease. Derrica breathes for her, deep inhales, held for a moment before she breathes out. The kind of breathing meant to steady, easy to mimic whether Ellie's aware of it or not.

Nothing needs to be said. Derrica's murmurs are soft nonsense, hushing, meant to soothe.

I'm here is all they're meant to be. Just as Derrica means to be something tangible, solid, for Ellie to keep hold of while she gets her feet back under her.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-17 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes, it's kindness that's most difficult to accept. Ellie's breathing evens out, but the tears take a much longer time to stop. She lets her eyes slide shut, and her grip on Derrica's arm eases.

It helps, being reminded of what's real. It helps to anchor her in the moment. Her mind's a mess, but the world is narrowed down to the circle of their arms, measured by breathing.

"I hate this fucking house," Ellie says softly, her voice as raw as if she's been the one screaming.
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-17 06:53 am (UTC)(link)
"I know."

Whatever these spirits need, they are exacting it through such cruelty.

Derrica swipes her thumbs across Ellie's cheeks, wiping away the tears as they come.

"We'll find a way out," she promises. "We won't have to be here another night."

It's a cold sort of comfort. They are here and they will have to weather whatever this house shows them throughout the night now. But Derrica is certain they'll manage to either deal with whatever has caused this or to find their way out very quickly once the sun comes up.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-18 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Ellie sniffs thickly as Derrica wipes her tears away, but manages a nod. Her eyes are red, and she looks like hell. She's never been pretty when she cries, especially like this.

Cold comfort though it may be, it still builds a path forward, the promise of something else happening that isn't more of this shit. So Ellie takes it with both hands, and tips her head forward to rest it against Derrica's, with a sigh.

"You hearing anything?" she whispers, like she doesn't want to wake it up.
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-18 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
"No."

Luck, maybe. Who would Derrica see? There are people she's lost, yes, but none that come to mind soaked in regret. That has always been the one gift of the Annulment. Derrica has never had any moment of confusion over who was to blame.

By degrees, she coaxes Ellie closer. The instinct to fold her in against her own body is strong, even as Ellie wrenches herself back together, piece by piece.

"We're alright," Derrica tells her. "The only thing you'll hear is me."
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-19 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah."

Ellie swallows thickly, and as Derrica pulls her in more, she presses the breath out of her body and lets herself go. She wraps her arms around her and holds on, just as protective as Derrica is, grateful for the place to land.

For the first time since she entered, she manages to take a full breath.