contritumella: (that's falling apart)
ʀɨʋɛʀ ȶǟʍ ([personal profile] contritumella) wrote in [community profile] faderift2022-04-07 01:48 pm

The ache inside the hate / I found a way to sit and wait

WHO: River Tam, Loki, Adrasteia
WHAT: A catch-all for fantasy April
WHEN: early Cloudreach
WHERE: Around the Gallows and Kirkwall
NOTES: Starters in threads. Feel free to wildcard me, or contact me on plurk or discord at spacewitchery|#9221 for something bespoke






armd: (nightmare)

[personal profile] armd 2022-04-10 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Abby has already been awake once before now, when the dog decided she was asleep enough to keep him from resituating himself in the hollow between her ankles. He is usually not allowed on the bed, but doesn't take her half-hearted grunt of disapproval seriously; they both go back to sleep. She wakes for a second time at the first scared huff of breath from her new roommate.

She lies completely still for a moment, still in the space between sleeping and waking, trying to figure out what's going on. The sudden wail that follows scares the absolute shit out of her, and sets Wags off immediately.

In no time River is awake, hugging the whining dog. Abby is sitting upright, trying to calm her racing heartbeat.

"Christ." Her voice is rough with sleep, and a little breathless. "You okay?"
armd: (waking up)

[personal profile] armd 2022-04-26 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Abby grunts something that might have been, "Fair," but she's still waking up. The dog, not so easily dismissed by somebody who has just had bad dreams (he seems to have a bit of experience with this), takes up occupancy at the end of River's bed, and stretches out, tongue lolling. Ears pricked.

"Yeah." She does. Every so often, and with no rhyme or reason to the schedule. "D'you want to talk about it?"

Talking... actually helps, is what she's found over time.
armd: (sore neck)

[personal profile] armd 2022-05-02 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
Abby's lip curls at the corner in something that is not a smile, but isn't unamused either. It's just interesting because, "We have that in common." And the way that River speaks, that slip into the third person, makes it sound like she's talking about Abby, but to her face. It's unnerving, but she supposes she'll get used to it.

Anyway, she's properly awake now. Their shared room is very humble, and there's not much to see by the sunlight weakly poking through the shutters. She has no idea what time it is, but the sun rises a little earlier every morning in testimony to the lengthening of the days.

Wags looks like he may go back to sleep on his side at the foot of River's bed. Well that's nice for him. Abby stretches, wincing through the residual ache in her shoulder from yesterday's training. "Have you always had bad dreams?"
armd: (uummmmmm)

[personal profile] armd 2022-05-09 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
Oh uhhh–

Actually, she gets it. Especially the notion to curl up and scream. She thinks stuff like that all the time, the only difference is River actually acting on the impulse. Wags whines, adding a mournful wail to the sound which Abby grimaces through. She isn't entirely sure what to do save for calling the dog and settling him again. He probably needs to go out anyway, but she doesn't want to leave River here, upset and alone with her thoughts.

Once the screaming has paused, she gets her suggestion in quick before it can start up again. "Come for a walk with me."

Might help get her mind off it all?
armd: (pack)

[personal profile] armd 2022-05-17 11:24 am (UTC)(link)
Truth be told Abby's just glad the screaming has stopped, because she's awkward, and her hands aren't used to being gentle even though her heart is (more or less) in the right place. She wants to help, and this is the best way that she knows how to. And the undressing doesn't bother her either. She grew up having to share living spaces with other people. Your eyes glaze over quick.

In fact, she joins her, tugging off her shirt so she can put her bra on underneath of it. It's the one that came through the Rift with her and it's started pulling out of shape, wearing thin across the band, but it's the only one she has; she's also used to wearing her clothes to death.

She finds her braid fuzzy and loosening, when she fishes it out of the neck of her shirt. Whatever. She'll redo it later, maybe after a bath.

"Walks," she tells the dog, who barks in response, but only once. He knows exactly what he can get away with. Abby grimaces at the noise and rubs the back of her neck, shoving her feet into her boots. "Wanna steal some breakfast from the mess hall and take it with us?"