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Bastien ([personal profile] cozen) wrote in [community profile] faderift2022-01-03 11:47 pm

open | holiday spirits

WHO: Whoever, plus some spirits.
WHAT: Everyone spends an evening regretting the past. So basically a normal night.
WHEN: Wintermarch 5-6
WHERE: A castle in the mountains north of Kirkwall
NOTES: OOC post including less vague/pretentious haunting mechanic descriptions. Fantasy violence and swearing and so on are assumed, but please use content warnings in your subject lines for things like explicit gore or sex, slavery content, body horror, etc., if you go any of those routes.




THE CASTLE

Their convenient shelter from the unexpected blizzard that whips up around them in the mountain pass isn't too convenient. Anyone with a reasonable detailed map will find it marked there; reaching its clifftop location requires a slight detour. When they approach, it has no warm ethereal glow or suspiciously welcoming lit torches. The windows stay dark. The portcullis is raised just high enough to be ducked under, but the heavy doors of the keep don't swing open to welcome them.

The only immediate sign that something is amiss is the thorough, all-encompassing emptiness of the place, and it might take some investigation before that begins to feel strange. The fortress' abandonment seems recent and abrupt: ample firewood has been cut and stacked for the winter, nothing has been done to protect the furniture or strip the beds, the kitchen is fully stocked and even has some perishables that do not seem close to perishing, the stables are equipped to comfortably keep any animals along for the journey, and a chess board before the hearth in the (humble) grand hall seems to have been left mid-game. But there are no messages, no bodies, no footsteps dimpling the crunchy layer of old snow accumulated in the bailey beneath the fresh snowfall.

As they search, the castle's visitors may begin to find signs that the castle hasn't been entirely abandoned. It begins with whispers emanating from the dark ends of corridors, voices they recognize and others they don't, or faces both familiar and unfamiliar flashing in still water or window panes when firelight hits right, or forms moving on the edge of vision but vanishing before they can be looked at directly.

By the time this becomes worrisome enough to drive anyone back out of the castle, the portcullis has fallen shut and won't budge. Neither will any other doors to the outside. The windows won't break; doors won't give way even to makeshift battering rams. The only walls that can be climbed or reached by stairs face out over a deep ravine. It might be a survivable climb, if the wind and weather allowed, but it would not be a survivable fall.

THE SPIRITS

--so back inside, then.

The keep is built like the Gallows' towers, square and tall, and it won't take long for Riftwatch to notice that whatever is wrong is more wrong the higher they climb. The whispers and glimpses on the lowest floor become voices and lingering shadowy figures on the second. Someone might turn and find their hand briefly held by an unfamiliar man's, warm and real for the moment it takes him to say, "Come with me." Or behind them, a woman's shocked and seething voice says, "What are you doing?" Or maybe it's a hand they do know and a voice saying something they've heard before.

As people venture to the higher floors--whether intrepidly seeking the source or involuntarily herded onward by spirits--these moments will begin to last and linger and repeat. And those who don't dare venture higher won't be exempt, confronted by stronger spirits that emerge like ants from a kicked hive as the upper floors are disturbed.

As they approach the uppermost floor, reality will begin to slip away from them. They may find themselves lost in a maze of rooms, even though that shouldn't be possible in so few square feet, and ultimately enveloped in comforting worlds where they didn't do that thing they regret and that, like dreams, feel real until they suddenly don't--until something is too unbelievable, until someone interrupts, or until a demon is holding them under the water of the warm bath they were tempted into, shoving them off a balcony, or whispering into their ears and minds, let me in and you can keep it.

The hauntings will continue until morale improves the eldest, most powerful demon has been dealt with.

THE END

When it ends, it ends abruptly. Weaker spirits vanish; stronger ones retreat into the dark. The lesser demons on the upper floors linger, and some may put up a last-ditch physical fight, but without their superior, they've lost most of their mental pull and emotional sway. The castle has changed, too. Its abandonment no longer looks so recent. The food and firewood is gone, along with any sense of warmth or satiety anyone used them to acquire earlier. There is dust where none was before, mildew and rot, and a few scattered, unfortunate skeletons.

The sun is not quite up, the sky a faintly luminescent grey. But the weather is survivable, though it will be slower travel than it would have been without the fresh snow. The doors will open, and the portcullis will raise. Everyone can set off on their cold, hours-long journey back to the city. Talking about their feelings or avoiding eye contact the entire time: the choice is theirs.
icasm: (says leave it alone)

the penultimate terrors; climbing up

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-05 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
"You will have your war, Asgardian. If you fail, if the Tesseract is kept from us, there will be no realm, no barren moon, no crevice, where he cannot find you. You think you know pain? He will make you long for something sweet as pain."

The room is dark, and the speaker wears a dark cloak and is clearly neither human, elven, Qunari, nor a dwarf. They are something else; alien and unknown to Thedas.

The Other faces Loki, who at present is breathing heavily, shaking his head.

"No. I won't do this," Loki mutters, unwilling to step further into the room. But his feet move whether or not he desires it, pulling him in. "I won't... I shouldn't have."

"Do you imagine it to be so simple, princeling? That a mere denial will change your past?" The Other/the spirit sneers at him. "You already agreed. But if you let me in..." The Other advances on Loki, who is frozen in place once more. "If you let me in, I could send you back. You could fix everything..."


[ feel free to incorporate your own character's hauntings in this story; open to all ]
Edited 2022-01-05 00:28 (UTC)
illithidnapped: (A24)

[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-08 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
“And if you take that offer,” Astarion starts, slinking from the darker recesses of the space that doesn’t quite align. A place that shouldn’t— by all means— exist.

A timeline splintered, picked apart, repurposed.

“You’ll just be feeding whatever yawning pit this place’s become.” An anchor point for souls and misery and hope— all one and the same.

He fits himself at Loki’s side, posture hunched forward.

“There’s no such thing as second chances. No one’s going to help you. Not for free.”
icasm: (I got so many feelings)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-10 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
Loki looks at Astarion out of his peripheral vision, taking in his friend's white hair, sharp teeth, unique cadence.

Then he shuts his eyes and leans, a little, taking breath after shuddering breath. "It's a very pretty idea, though. Second chances." Starting over knowing what one did wrong the first time around. A very pretty idea.

"What would you do differently, if it weren't a false hope?" He opens his eyes and looks directly at Astarion, now.
illithidnapped: (13)

[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-11 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
That question puts Astarion immediately back on his heels.

It hurts to hear it. The one thing he’s shut out throughout the entirety of his time here. The one thing he’s fought hard not to let in, in any capacity, even when the silence grew cold, and familiar, and smelled so distinctly of his own spilled blood. Even there, he could ignore it.

He’s had two hundred years to perfect the art.

But now, with the whole of Loki’s focus resting on him, Astarion freezes, visibly buckling.

“...Don’t ask me that.” He whispers, the words coarse and low in his throat. Barely a sound to begin with.

But he feels it regardless, that old fear. Potent and sharp as broken glass underfoot. And for it, misery— faint at first— resonates in the ragged sound of keening screams nearby, growing louder by the second. Echoing reverberation, as though someone out in the darkness limning their surroundings is in terrible, desperate pain.
icasm: (tell me go back home)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-13 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"Ah," is all Loki says at first, when he begins to hear the screaming. It is similar for both of them, he thinks; suffering is what they've caused, and suffering is what they would change, if they could.

But Astarion looks striken as opposed to accepting of this fact, and so Loki moves, leaning forward so that his forehead is pressed against Astarion's, hand on the other man's shoulder before it moves upward to settle at the side of Astarion's neck. His eyes are shut, and, as always, Astarion smells of lilac and leather oils. Loki takes a deep breath in before he speaks again.

"I shouldn't have asked that," he admits, in the tone of an apology. It wasn't fair, to Astarion in particular. "None of it is real, no matter how much truth lies within. We just have to survive the night, hm?" And they've survived so much already, one night shouldn't be more difficult.

Right? He opens his eyes.
illithidnapped: (45)

[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-15 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
"Mm." He concedes, low and acclimating, as though working to steady himself against the subtle pressure Loki's touch provides. Grounding, the longer those tense seconds tick on. It doesn't kill the sound, or the sight of what came before, when Loki stood locked before his own demons, but it's a glimmer of something in the dark, where his footsteps might've otherwise carried him right over the edge without warning.

"Or you could've just done this before asking." Astarion teases in a feeble attempt at forced levity, fitting arched fingertips to the edges of Loki's coat.

Counting stitches.

"I would never have left my home, the night I was meant to die. I— can't remember what it looked like, or even what I was doing when I went out, but if I'd stayed in, I'd never have been attacked by humans. And if I'd never been attacked, Cazador would never have offered me immortality— and so on, and miserably so forth."

A beat, before the figurative card turns over:

"What would you have done differently?"
icasm: (you should've seen)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-16 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
A soft exhale against Astarion's skin that could almost be a laugh, in better circumstances. "I could have." Should have, definitely. There's something more he wants to say at that moment, some joke to match Astarion's lightening of the tone, but it's lost in the still ongoing wails surrounding them, in the tumult of his mind.

This place is haunted, certainly; is haunting them most definitely. He hates it. He hates the reminder of what's missing from the life he's attempted to carve out for himself in half a year or so of living in Thedas, of the life and family he practically squandered in the past and may never well see again.

His thumb comes up, tracing the shell of Astarion's ear. It's a very narrow sort of bridge between friendship and more that he's currently traversing, Loki knows, and there are limits to how far this will probably go tonight. But it's a good distraction from the noise around them.

Doesn't mean he doesn't mean it, however.

"Perhaps I would have traveled instead of becoming a harbinger of war to Midgard for the Mad Titan. Done any number of things. Chased power in a way that didn't spell the end for so many, didn't cause an entire planet to hate me." Another of those soft snorts. There was a time when he didn't care if he was hated or not, as long as everyone knew his name. Perhaps he is growing old. "I would have spoken with my mother, again, if I could, instead of dismissing her."
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illithidnapped: (A8)

[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-16 10:45 am (UTC)(link)
He tips his head into that glancing touch, feather-light as it is, and the noise around them seems to ebb a little in turn. Blotted like sound through a wall.

Or maybe that’s just his own imagination.

More than that, he supposes this could all be little more than a conjured figment. But when some illusions are all paper thin and some are tangible as jagged bone, it’s difficult to believe the entirety of this scene laid out before him is false— the one presently beneath his fingers most of all.

His thumb catches the jagged edge of something. A place where the fabric's been torn.

“You sent her away?”

Why is the unspoken question, loud enough to hear anyway.
icasm: (on the shelf)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-17 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
"I was angry."

Loki shakes his head a little bit. "They'd lied to me, the two of them, about who I was. Where I came from. For centuries, and I was...I was furious. I didn't care about their feelings, I didn't care about them, and I knew she'd try to talk me out of it. Convince me to take some other path, make some other choice, and I didn't want to hear it. So when she came to me, it was a... spell, a projection of her. And I dismissed it."

And that was the last time he saw her; before he learned that he's supposed to put into motion the wheels of fate that lead to her death. And coming here had been little different, to learn that she'd been dead and gone for over a year.

"Now I'll never see her again."
illithidnapped: (A1)

[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-20 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
Astarion hasn't held anything for himself yet. Not once. Not truly, even here. Belongings, yes, and flings, and moments of skill won by his own two hands for his own two hands rather than someone else's, but—

Not love, he thinks.

Not family, or longing, or need the way that true closeness breeds.

Astarion's fingers flex over the span of Loki's chest, coat and shirt alike, and rather than digging in with his own reflexive commentary (she lied to you, made you into a fool, why would you grieve her?), he asks instead:

"Why would they deceive you like that?"
icasm: (don't want to hear about it)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-22 07:14 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't know. Not really." They never bothered to really explain themselves, did they? "Something about the Jotun being considered monsters, culturally, is likely; something about not wanting me to feel like an outsider, perhaps, but they never... said."

And now they're gone, unreachable, and he's human now so perhaps none of it actually matters.

"Asgardians. Never big on the rectitude, seems like."
illithidnapped: (6)

[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-22 09:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Jotun...?" He asks, red eyes narrowing in the dark.

It's like filling in a picture one piece at a given time— and in this case, he already knows Loki doesn't have all of them, himself.
icasm: (sense the crowd)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-23 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Loki considers explaining, for a brief moment, and then a better idea comes to him.

He lifts his hand, palm up. Above it hovers an illusion of himself, dressed in the style that Astarion has seen him in before. After a moment the illusion begins to elongate, the image of Loki growing taller, with blue skin and red ices.

"Ice giants," he says. "The great evil, the boogeymen children were warned would steal them as they slept if they were bad."
illithidnapped: (A5)

[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-25 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
“Is...that what you really look like, then?” His eyes narrowing only slightly at the illusion, seemingly captivated by the shift— by the revelation itself, and all its implications.

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goodness this is so late lo siento

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bouchonne: (sneering)

[personal profile] bouchonne 2022-01-17 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Byerly's voice is a low drawl. He addresses the alien creature when he speaks, rather than Loki, and says -

"It would be useful if you could provide an exact accounting of how this repair would work. A concrete plan, please."

He doesn't look at Loki, either. If they've progressed this far before seeing this memory, it is no doubt something cruel, something that carries with it deep shame and misery. By won't make it harder by forcing Loki to reckon with the fact that it's Byerly Rutyer, his enemy (if that's the term for it), who's witnessing it.
icasm: (old thing on the phone)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-21 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
"He returns to his past, armed with the knowledge of the present." The Other grins at Byerly, a truly distressing sort of expression certainly. "What he does with it at that point is up to him."

But Loki is frowning; Byerly's interruption has allowed his brain to clear, a little, and he's starting to feel a little more like he can breathe a bit. "What happens here? To the me, that's here, I mean. You're going to just... transport me across space and time? Not that I think you couldn't, I just. Have questions."

He glances at Byerly but says nothing to the man. He doesn't consider them enemies, not directly, but they definitely have not grown to become friends.
bouchonne: (gosh i dunno)

[personal profile] bouchonne 2022-01-21 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
"And one must wonder what would happen if he returned to that past with this knowledge." Byerly gives an easy shrug, seeming for all the world as though his interest is purely academic.

"Would he change that past? But then would he not grow into a different man from the one who stands here today? In which case, he would no longer be the man who would go into the past at all. The whole thing just seems improbably complicated."
icasm: (I think we've had enough)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-25 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
"He would be happier perhaps."

"Or perhaps I make new and radical mistakes... all over again," Loki counters tiredly. They should leave, they shouldn't even be engaging with whatever this is. A spirit? A ghost? A demon?

Speaking of, wouldn't Byerly have some sense of what they're dealing with, here? "Is this a demon? Or a ghost?"
bouchonne: (droll)

[personal profile] bouchonne 2022-01-25 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Byerly's eyes flick over, and his eyebrow ticks up, as though in confirmation that Loki really wants to have a conversation with him. In his experience, it's often easier to experience this sort of thing in parallel - to, when your memories are dragged out, simply not acknowledge that there is another person in the room. But if Loki is willing to speak to By, then who is By to maintain his silence?

"Mm," he grunts, and turns his eye upon the creature. "Demon, most likely. This is what desire demons in particular do - show you things you crave, and then when you allow yourself to lower your guard - " He snaps his fingers in demonstration of the quickness of the possession. "An abomination springs forth."

Then, to the figure before them, Byerly says, "You could endeavor to look a little sexier, you know. I've always heard that desire demons are sexy."
icasm: (but it keeps burning in me)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-26 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
Does Loki want to admit what's happening before the two of them? Not really. Does he believe that Byerly will have information on what's going on, exactly? Yes. The necessity of information wins out. Besides this is not... as bad as it could be, all things considered.

"Is there a difference, here, between a demon and a ghost?"

The demon(?) in question merely laughs at Byerly. "How novel for you, to be so unafraid."
Edited 2022-01-26 02:11 (UTC)
bouchonne: (attentive)

[personal profile] bouchonne 2022-01-26 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm a coward of the first order indeed," agrees Byerly with no rancor and no shame. (Easy to be confident; though Byerly genuinely does believe himself a coward, the belief has no sting, because courage is one of his truest virtues. He has never run from any mortal peril. You can believe a lie, it seems, without really believing the lie.)

"Come away." By reaches out and touches Loki gently on the wrist. "If it's a ghost, there'll be little it can do to us." He does not specify what it can do if it's a demon.
icasm: (you say come over baby)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-26 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"You're a coward in the same way you're boring," Loki mutters, because this man is a very strange creature indeed. Claiming things about him that most could see are simply patently untrue, no matter what Byerly's feelings on the matter might be.

Still. Loki looks a little startled by the small contact, blinking for a moment before he swallows and nods. "If it's a demon, it will chase us down the stairs?" Time to find out, hm? Let's go.
bouchonne: (side-eye)

[personal profile] bouchonne 2022-01-27 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
"Or find easier prey," Byerly says. "They're lazy creatures, at times. Want an easy meal."

He tilts his head and eyes the creature for just another moment before he turns. Without thought, he lingers slightly, to allow Loki to go before him. To put himself as a barrier between the man and the demon that's fixated upon him.
icasm: (lil' zip for the trip)

[personal profile] icasm 2022-02-01 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"And here we are, trapped by a blizzard. The easiest meal they've had by far, one imagines."

The creature sneers, and retreats to the shadows, defeated at least for the moment.

Does Loki notice both the retreat and Byerly's position? Yes. He turns in place, gesturing Bylerly towards the door whose threshold he has only just crossed. "You do shit like this and still have the nerve to claim that you're a coward?" He knows that you're not a fighter, remember? "Come away from that thing, let's go."
bouchonne: (sweaty)

[personal profile] bouchonne 2022-02-06 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
Byerly's eyes flick over to Loki in response to that callout, and then away once more. He tilts his head very slightly in response, then follows - turning to take the last few steps backwards, eyes trained on the shadows, making certain it does not pursue them.

Once they're out of the room, By lets out a longer breath. It's rattling, afraid for just a moment, before he manages to get control back and pulls himself together. Hides the fear once more.

"Not a demon, then." A shrug. "Or at least a weak one." Then, a little stiffly - "You all right, then?"