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Bastien ([personal profile] cozen) wrote in [community profile] faderift2022-01-03 11:47 pm

open | holiday spirits

WHO: Whoever, plus some spirits.
WHAT: Everyone spends an evening regretting the past. So basically a normal night.
WHEN: Wintermarch 5-6
WHERE: A castle in the mountains north of Kirkwall
NOTES: OOC post including less vague/pretentious haunting mechanic descriptions. Fantasy violence and swearing and so on are assumed, but please use content warnings in your subject lines for things like explicit gore or sex, slavery content, body horror, etc., if you go any of those routes.




THE CASTLE

Their convenient shelter from the unexpected blizzard that whips up around them in the mountain pass isn't too convenient. Anyone with a reasonable detailed map will find it marked there; reaching its clifftop location requires a slight detour. When they approach, it has no warm ethereal glow or suspiciously welcoming lit torches. The windows stay dark. The portcullis is raised just high enough to be ducked under, but the heavy doors of the keep don't swing open to welcome them.

The only immediate sign that something is amiss is the thorough, all-encompassing emptiness of the place, and it might take some investigation before that begins to feel strange. The fortress' abandonment seems recent and abrupt: ample firewood has been cut and stacked for the winter, nothing has been done to protect the furniture or strip the beds, the kitchen is fully stocked and even has some perishables that do not seem close to perishing, the stables are equipped to comfortably keep any animals along for the journey, and a chess board before the hearth in the (humble) grand hall seems to have been left mid-game. But there are no messages, no bodies, no footsteps dimpling the crunchy layer of old snow accumulated in the bailey beneath the fresh snowfall.

As they search, the castle's visitors may begin to find signs that the castle hasn't been entirely abandoned. It begins with whispers emanating from the dark ends of corridors, voices they recognize and others they don't, or faces both familiar and unfamiliar flashing in still water or window panes when firelight hits right, or forms moving on the edge of vision but vanishing before they can be looked at directly.

By the time this becomes worrisome enough to drive anyone back out of the castle, the portcullis has fallen shut and won't budge. Neither will any other doors to the outside. The windows won't break; doors won't give way even to makeshift battering rams. The only walls that can be climbed or reached by stairs face out over a deep ravine. It might be a survivable climb, if the wind and weather allowed, but it would not be a survivable fall.

THE SPIRITS

--so back inside, then.

The keep is built like the Gallows' towers, square and tall, and it won't take long for Riftwatch to notice that whatever is wrong is more wrong the higher they climb. The whispers and glimpses on the lowest floor become voices and lingering shadowy figures on the second. Someone might turn and find their hand briefly held by an unfamiliar man's, warm and real for the moment it takes him to say, "Come with me." Or behind them, a woman's shocked and seething voice says, "What are you doing?" Or maybe it's a hand they do know and a voice saying something they've heard before.

As people venture to the higher floors--whether intrepidly seeking the source or involuntarily herded onward by spirits--these moments will begin to last and linger and repeat. And those who don't dare venture higher won't be exempt, confronted by stronger spirits that emerge like ants from a kicked hive as the upper floors are disturbed.

As they approach the uppermost floor, reality will begin to slip away from them. They may find themselves lost in a maze of rooms, even though that shouldn't be possible in so few square feet, and ultimately enveloped in comforting worlds where they didn't do that thing they regret and that, like dreams, feel real until they suddenly don't--until something is too unbelievable, until someone interrupts, or until a demon is holding them under the water of the warm bath they were tempted into, shoving them off a balcony, or whispering into their ears and minds, let me in and you can keep it.

The hauntings will continue until morale improves the eldest, most powerful demon has been dealt with.

THE END

When it ends, it ends abruptly. Weaker spirits vanish; stronger ones retreat into the dark. The lesser demons on the upper floors linger, and some may put up a last-ditch physical fight, but without their superior, they've lost most of their mental pull and emotional sway. The castle has changed, too. Its abandonment no longer looks so recent. The food and firewood is gone, along with any sense of warmth or satiety anyone used them to acquire earlier. There is dust where none was before, mildew and rot, and a few scattered, unfortunate skeletons.

The sun is not quite up, the sky a faintly luminescent grey. But the weather is survivable, though it will be slower travel than it would have been without the fresh snow. The doors will open, and the portcullis will raise. Everyone can set off on their cold, hours-long journey back to the city. Talking about their feelings or avoiding eye contact the entire time: the choice is theirs.
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OTA: On The Outskirts | cw: torture, gore, death

[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-05 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
It starts with the taste of snow in the air. Sweat and horse and the dregs of a fire. And then, it's the things that can't be explained by the surroundings of the estate.

Scorched flesh. Raw meat. The tang of metal and seawater. Gunpowder.

It's faint, at first. Glimpses out of the corners of eyes. Reflections in the mirror. A man, bearded, gone to silver at the edges, who smells of wood shavings and gun oil and blood. Who has his head caved in, horribly, on one side.

It's his voice that's more prominent, though. Cries and grunts of agony. The dull snap of bone. The sound of someone being slowly, slowly beaten to death.

Ellie's gone pale, her eyes fixed on nothing. She doesn't comment on the voice, but she has her knife out, her knuckles white around it. Every breath is barely there, a shivering whisper. Like someone struggling to wake up.
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-07 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn’t know pity.

He knows pain. Sounds like this— it’s been such a long time, but— the hollowness of torment, isolated. The way someone gives up railing against it as their body starts to fail. Two hundred years of it, witnessed in detail each night, though the voices changed.

He doesn’t need to see anything to know what he’s listening to, at least not in some respects. The noise is enough. Her expression, the trembling lines of her body.

His hand curls, cold, around Ellie’s own as he kneels down beside her. He isn’t wrenching the knife from her, only stilling it with chilled fingers.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-07 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
The fact that the ghosts have drawn this from her in such detail means it had plenty of source material. Astarion's hand closes around hers, and she flinches, nearly cuts him with her knife with how tightly she squeezes. Resists being held, but especially being disarmed.

She doesn't see him, like she's somewhere else, looking out through a fog of awful memories.

Each breath is faster than the one before it -- and it only gets worse. The cold creeping in, the frost at the windows. The stink of blood and misery.

Joel screams again, loud, desperate, rending, the kind of pain that stretches at the edges until it doesn't sound human. Sounds high, like the crying of a dying animal.

"Ellie!" he screams, through a sob. But that sounds isn't like the others. It twists at the edges, a razor scraping against bone. It sounds both more and less real.

"Stop-" she whispers, the word barely making it out of her throat. "Please, please, please-"
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-08 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
He hates the old reminders.

Moments like this, when howling pierces the keenness of his hearing, sharp as razor blades tinged vivid crimson, he has to fight not to flinch from them. His own guard gone paper thin.

But the frost, the chill in the air, the sound of someone calling for her— these aren’t his memories. And that makes it somehow real enough that he doesn’t let this world, filled with spirits and wretched, tainted magic, take hold.

Not yet, at least.

His exhale is quicker, he doesn’t let go of her arm despite how she fights to pull away, drawing her tight against his chest instead. One arm slung almost painfully around her shoulders, gloved fingers biting into her skin.

“It isn’t real, love.” He presses, fitting his mouth to her ear.

“You have to fight it. Wake up.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-08 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
It feeds the panic, the way he draws her in close. The tight hold on her knife hand, the press across her shoulders and back, pinning her arms and closing away the cold air.

Ellie pushes at him, fighting it on impulse, a high scream rising in the back of her throat. Little-girl panic that breaks into small, gasping cries.

She is sharp, to hold. She hits him in her struggles, bites him out of desperation, the way a cornered animal would, but then his voice starts to break through. His scent. Lilac and leather oil. It's familiar, speaks of comfort and safety and security from the times they've held each other, and the screams taper off into panicked, shallow gasps. A sob cuts through the back of her throat, tearing a way painfully out of her, and her grip loosens. Her hands search blindly for him. Grope her way back to reality.

Ellie's tears wet his shoulder, and she gives a single, soft sob of relief, finding him.

"Astarion?" she whispers, raggedly. Needing him to be real.
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-09 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
He takes the blows as they come. Hisses against the bites, the screams— all raw agony defined— his expression locking tight as he keeps his fingertips curled just around her, grip equally as sharp. Even if it makes things worse. Even if she battles him until her arms go numb, her body weak. It’s her right.

Just like it’s his to hold on.

There’s a lot about this world he tolerates. Cedes to, in fact. Little things he’s willing to lose in exchange for the benefit of freedom.

She isn’t one of them.

“Guilty, darling.” He teases, the words stretched narrow under the mutual sense of disorienting misery that clings. Humor might not break the surface of it, but it’s worth trying anyway.

“Though it certainly took you long enough to notice.”
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-10 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
Ellie hasn't yet realized she's hurt him. Is hurting him. Her fingers dig into his arm, holding on, numb to the pain of his grip, though she'll be confused by the marks, later. Now, no single breath seems to get her enough air, but this close, it all smells of him rather than the blood and frost.

She is loud, in the circle made by his arms. Soft gasps. The tenderness of the attempted levity brings tears to her eyes, and they skip down her cheeks unchecked.

It's been some time since she's cracked so badly in front of someone.

"Fuck," she gasps, thickly, and puts her face in his shoulder, trembling. Trusting that he'll guard, for a second. The screams have stopped -- they've preyed on her attention, and for the moment they no longer have it.

"Did you hear it?" she asks, softly. It was something. There had to be something. She wouldn't be set off like that out of nowhere. Even if they didn't hear the same thing-
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-11 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Her hold is leashing, it sings with wracking terror, and he isn’t oblivious to the marks it’ll no doubt leave behind.

But if he thought to grit out a show of anything at all, it’s gone the second she falls against him, all but whimpering under the weight of her own torment. Cold, either from the castle, or dread— or the binding grasp of her memories, instead.

His shirt is damp, now. He doesn’t need to look to know why.

“It was him, wasn’t it.” Those baying sounds, all lowing and wounded. Something trapped. Something dying. Twisted by the Fade into pure, rotted poison.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-13 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
Something small and quiet breaks in her heart when she realizes that Astarion's heard it, too. Realizes that he must know exactly what it was, if he recognized who was making those cries.

Ellie's breathing is shallow, still. She comes back in flickers, dragging herself to reality like coming back from a night terror.

"Yeah," she whispers, thickly.

"... you hear where it was coming from?"

It's always somewhere. And she can never get to him.
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-15 10:00 am (UTC)(link)
"...I did."

Confession slow, tinged with an uneasiness that might border on unfair; he doesn't want her giving chase. Doesn't want her roaming endlessly through looping corridors until her feet blister and her body stumbles, dazed with the promise of proximity.

That if she presses on just a little farther, he'll be there, waiting to be saved this time.

So his hand is to the back of her head, gloved thumb stroking its way through dark hair as her breathing runs ragged— and slow— and heaving all over again in unfixed patterns. Palm heavy. Chin set somewhere near her temple.

"How long have you been at it?" He asks, voice gone thin as paper. Quiet. Still.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-16 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
As Ellie breathes, it starts again. The sound of someone being beaten, the cries of agony. Ellie's fingers tighten around her knife, and her breathing picks up again before she presses her face into Astarion's shoulder, forcefully blocking it out the only way she knows how. Her pulse is wild under his touch, rabbit-fast. She's still shaking.

At first she doesn't understand the question -- Astarion knows that Joel died years ago, and she's been in this fucking nightmare ever since.

But it's this house. There's something in this fucking house, something wrong and rotten and haunted, and Astarion will be able to smell it -- the thick fungal spores and the smell of gunpowder, of blood and snow.

He's in the corner of the room, Ellie knows, and she's determined not to look. She knows what it looks like, she's seen it a million times. What she doesn't want is for Astarion to see it, too.

"Since the first floor," she says, scratchy-soft. "Been seeing him for longer than that."
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[personal profile] illithidnapped 2022-01-16 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
Her forehead meets his shoulder and it’s all pain. Hers. His, too, by way of how hard she presses, though it’s nothing more than the muted bite of subtle pressure over bone— not even bruising, if he were to guess. Tears. The gritty sting of salt. The way her breath wheezes through her teeth and there isn’t a thought so pitiful as oh my poor, darling slithering about in either his head or the air itself.

It isn’t a pitiable thing.

It’s an infuriating thing. A rabid thing. And though Astarion’s bearing is soft as supple silk where he’s wrapped himself around her, there’s such contempt in his eyes for a place so damnably wretched as this.

For the spirits that mock old scars, warbling like birds that only know how to regurgitate scraps.

"...since you first entered, in that case."

And there’s no way out in sight. Up or down, by his measure.

“Tell me what happened, then. All of it.”

Like purging bile, maybe, just maybe it’ll pick apart this nightmare at its seams to remember, rather than relive.

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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-10 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
"Ellie."

The cacophony of sound is not stopped, but it wavers around the sound of Derrica's voice.

But it is not enough to dispel anything.

Derrica hasn't waited for that. She hasn't waited for acknowledgement. She has put herself between Ellie and the sight, lifted a hand to touch her face.

"Look at me," is more request than direction. Derrica isn't certain that Ellie even sees her, hears her.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-13 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
It twists around Derrica's voice, the screams stretching out and snapping, and it changes again. Layers over with several voices, indistinct but angry, before it coalesces, and the smell of blood thickens, choking.

"You want what I want, right?"

The voice is gruff, from behind Derrica, but familiar. Abby's.

"Get up," Ellie whispers, struggling to form the words, like she's in a nightmare. Sleep-talking. "Fucking get up-"

Desperate. Scared. More terrified than Derrica's ever seen her.

"Please-"
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-13 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
It is very clear what moment this is. What's happening.

Her hands frame Ellie's face, cupping her cheeks.

"Ellie," she repeats, gently but firmly, her fingers at Ellie's cheeks.

If she could banish these spirits, she would. As it is, she can't blot out the sound, or the scent of blood. But she can try to anchor Ellie here, in the present moment. She's already survived that moment. They're far beyond it. It's only been cruelly plucked out of her for the benefit of these spirits.

"Look at me. Please."
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-15 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a near thing, a horrible thing, that Derrica trips comfort and not retaliation. For a moment her eyes are superimposed by another pair, dark and pained and terrified, and over Derrica's voice is another.

Female, soft and desperate and half in tears.

"Ellie!" she calls, and Ellie gasps back the tears that have suddenly come, racing down her face. She reaches up and grips Derrica's forearm, holding on desperately, like she's afraid she's going to move, to leave.

The ghost pulls her hands from over Derrica's, a phantom that runs from the room.

"Jesse! They're in here!"

And Ellie doesn't look at Derrica. Instead she sobs softly, brokenly, looking through her at the manifestation directly behind her.

A bloody, very still man on the ground. Silent, finally.
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-16 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
The silence is worse, in some ways.

Silence means it's over, finished, and nothing more can be done.

Derrica's hands tighten so slightly at Ellie's face, fingers dipping along her jawline.

This is cruel. Every single thing that's happened tonight has been cruel, one way or another. Cruel reminders of what cannot be. Cruel reminders of what came before. Of what's been lost.

"Look at me," again, softer but insistent. There are spirits in the room, playing out a memory, and how long until they turn their attention more fully to the two of them? How long until they try to tear more directly at Ellie's wounds? "You're here, with me. We can leave this room, Ellie. Please."
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-16 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Ellie's breath hitches again, gasping like she's trying to claw her way back to consciousness. This part isn't the haunting, it's just her. The cracks and fissures running deep.

She finds Derrica and slips away again, over and over, struggling to focus on her instead, and she grips her forearms, covers her hands with hers.

"Out," she manages softly, gasping through it. She's still not entirely there, but she is fighting. Some part of her is clinging to what means survival, to what means this will pass.

"Please. Let's go."
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-17 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
There is a moment of—

Not threat. But pressure. Where Derrica catches hold of Ellie by her elbows, draws her upright with her, and turns her towards the door. Derrica keeps herself between Ellie's sightline and the tableau the room has made for her. (Derrica sees. There is so much blood. There are familiar silhouettes. It is not meant for her, but it pains her to see all the same.) And in the space, as Derrica maneuvers them both towards the door, where she is afraid the spirits won't let them go.

But they pass over the threshold. Derrica doesn't let go of Ellie, even as the door bangs closed behind them.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-17 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
Joel's eyes follow them from the floor.

Ellie doesn't see, but she feels them all the same. She walks like she's in a dream, like her legs are mired down by deep mud, and once the door bangs shut behind them, she puts her back against it. Sucks air into her lungs like someone half-drowned, and puts a hand over her heart.

Breathes to it. In and out -- practiced response to panic. Hands still shaking. But it has the look of a routine, like this is something she's hauled herself out of countless times before.

"Sorry," she whispers. "Sorry."
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-17 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
"No," Derrica tells her. "Don't say that. You don't need to apologize."

Sorry for what? Derrica is not the one hurt by this. Ellie is the one coming apart, even as Derrica cups her face in her hands again.

"Look at me," she instructs again. "Breathe with me."

Perhaps they should put more than a door between them and Ellie's ghosts, but Ellie is pale and shaking and it's more important to address that than it is to trip headlong into some other set of spirits play-acting some other piece of the past.
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-17 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
Shame roots her down, even with Derrica's reassurance. She hasn't meant to lose her shit like that, to fall apart. There are months now between episodes rather than weeks, or days, like it had been back on the farm. She doesn't fall into a fury when she fights anymore, but this-

This makes her feel like all of her progress has been undone. She feels just as helpless now as she did on the floor of that fucking barn, and wonders if she'll ever be better. That helplessness threatens to twist in on itself until it's anger, until it explodes out of her like a human bomb. It threatens to catch Derrica in the blast, just as she caught Dina, and JJ-

Ellie's face is wet, her fingers hard on the back of Derrica's wrist, holding on like she's all that's keeping her upright, and forces herself to just breathe. Slowly, she calms.
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[personal profile] tender 2022-01-17 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
Derrica comes forward by degrees, until she rests her forehead against Ellie's. They breathe together. Ellie's face is damp with tears and the tremors take time to ease. Derrica breathes for her, deep inhales, held for a moment before she breathes out. The kind of breathing meant to steady, easy to mimic whether Ellie's aware of it or not.

Nothing needs to be said. Derrica's murmurs are soft nonsense, hushing, meant to soothe.

I'm here is all they're meant to be. Just as Derrica means to be something tangible, solid, for Ellie to keep hold of while she gets her feet back under her.

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[personal profile] icasm 2022-01-17 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
It takes a while for Loki to realize what it is he's hearing.

The dull noise of a body being beaten is not exactly a new sound; he's been around for a long time, after all, but this seems...more drawn out than really anything he's used to or would consider necessary. He sees Ellie standing there and comes up to her, hand at her elbow. Gently, and so she can pull away if she needs to.

"Perhaps you should come by the fire."
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[personal profile] notathreat 2022-01-17 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Ellie flinches at the light touch, a flash of movement as she comes very, very close to nicking his arm. She stops, looking from her knife, tracking up to his face. For a moment she seems displaced from the world before she bring it back in, focusing. Pulls herself back to reality.

Slowly, she works her thumb over the back of the blade, flips it back into the handle. Deep breath in and out.

"It smells," she whispers, which makes no sense. It's a normal, wood-burning fire. It should smell like wood carvings, old furniture and dust. Maybe a little meat.

It doesn't, though. Not to her.